JiHan | One-shot ( book I )

New emotions

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Jeonghan never knows when to ask about his sexuality, he thinks he's straight and happy like that, he once dated a girl but didn't know how to feel in love, so he quickly left her.

Lately, the boy doesn't even look at girls, but he does look at Vernon's best friend, the young man who joined their group of friends a few weeks ago now, and Jeonghan wouldn't know why his eyes are only on this young man.

It's true that the black-haired boy has beautiful doe eyes that shine with innocence and enthusiasm, and a smile that would compete with the sun, he has a very defined style of dress marked by black and white, nothing more classy than that.

Jeonghan's heart often leaps out of her rib cage when her gaze rests on that little rabbit head.

At the moment, the gang of friends is outside, sitting on the high-school grass, chatting about anything and everything, and Vernon notices that Jeonghan is lost in his own world, his eyes never leaving Joshua.

The boy sighs, and he lets go of his boyfriend's hand in order to go to the side of the second-oldest of the bunch and gently pats his shoulder.

" Hm ? What's the matter, Sol ? "

" Every time I look at you, you're staring at Joshua. Do you like him ? "

" I'm straight Hansol, but it's true that your friend makes me feel emotions I've never felt before, it's strange, no girl has ever given me that effect. "

" Don't tell me you're straight and then tell me you're attracted to Joshua. Honestly, I don't blame you, Shua's sweet and calm, he rarely gets angry and he always tries to understand before he goes berserk. Frankly, you could be a very handsome couple. "

At this last sentence, Jeonghan starts to blush, sighs and looks down at his hands before turning his gaze back to Joshua.

" Sol, help me ! I admit I'm attracted to him, but I don't know how to go about it I'm shy. "

" You ? Shy ? That's a new one."

Vernon smiles wryly, but decides to help his friend anyway, as he'd love his two friends to be a couple, they'd make a great duo.

The young man goes to Joshua's side and Jeonghan hears nothing of what they say to each other, but he soon sees Joshua abandon Vernon to come to his side.

The dark-haired man immediately feels very small next to the black-haired man, and the younger man starts to talk to him. At first, he's very shy, so the discussions are awkward, but as time goes by, everything gets better.

A fluidity is created and exchanges are simple and without any headaches.

-> A few months later

Jeonghan and Joshua find themselves on a lake, skating together because the snow and fresh air outside has frozen the lake, so now people can skate on it, and that's what the two young men decide to do.

Their alchemy is very much in evidence, as they hold hands, exchange hugs, say double-entendre phrases, flirt, tease and stare at each other - it's all part of their daily routine.

But despite all the signs of budding love, neither of them is ready to take the plunge: Jeonghan is shy, while Joshua is unsure.

Now that their little afternoon is over, the two friends gather around a hot chocolate and a roaring fire at Joshua's house. Both boys are feeling good, the older one in the younger one's arms and dropping a few kisses in the older one's hair at times.

" You know sometimes I really feel like we're a couple without actually being a couple, I don't know it's a really strange feeling."

" Shuji-ya. Honestly, from the very first days you made me feel new emotions. Things I've never felt before it's indescribable but I was immediately drawn to you."

" You've had that effect on me too, I felt new emotions too when I saw you. At first I didn't approach you because I didn't speak Korean and Vernon-ah told me that English was complicated for you. So we would never have been able to understand each other."

Jeonghan chuckles softly and Joshua chuckles back, the two boys are definitely good and now that they're clear about the emotions running through their minds and hearts they can move on to something more brand than flirting.

" Sweetie, will you be my boyfriend ? "

" Yes ! Of course I want to be your boyfriend, bambi Shuji-ya. "

A soft smile tugs at the corners of their lips and Jeonghan breaks away from Joshua's arms to turn towards him, their two faces face each other and the American can't contain himself any longer, he takes his eldest's face between his hands and places his lips directly on Jeonghan's. The brunet puts his hands on Joshua's head and his face.

The dark-haired man puts his hands on the black-haired man's hips and the two boys kiss passionately but also innocently, everything that represents their relationship after all.

After a few minutes of discovering each other like this, Jeonghan finally pulls back and puts his head into Joshua's neck, because he's shy and doesn't feel like looking into the eyes of the one he loves directly after this moment.

This makes Joshua laugh softly, he really does find his eldest adorable when he acts like this, he slowly comes and slides his hands down his lover's back and slowly caresses his back as he places a few kisses in his hair.

" Shuji-ya this is new to me so maybe I'll act weird. I apologize if sometimes my behavior is going to be strange."

" Your character and actions are normal, you act as you usually do and everything will be fine. Don't doubt yourself you're perfect just the way you are."

" Thank you for loving me the way I am, without trying to change me."

" I'm in love with you for who you are, not for who I want you to be. Don't ever let anyone change you, because you're fine just the way you are. No one has the right to change the person you are."

Jeonghan feels his eyes get wet and tears slowly slide down his cheeks, words like that feel good and he knows now that he'll always be happy and confident about being in a relationship with Joshua.

Nothing and no one has the right to make him doubt it, because their relationship is nobody else's business but their own, and that's just fine.

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