Still into You [GxG]

50.

"Cute. But I don't wanna see you in tears" she keep on repeating that for more than 10x now because obviously, I can't move on knowing that she lost her parents the reason why she prefers pestering our house than going to their empty house.

She places multiple small kisses in my knuckles, of why I'm bothered to every time she does that lip bite smile, it is so captivating.

"I have a sister thou, her name is Janelle, she's in New York" all this details is all new to me since we never talk about our family or personal things before, other than bickering, her teasing me while I fight back "you should meet her, she's cool too"

Jace starts the car engine and watched her the whole time as we drive around the town. This is the first time of being with her without us getting to each other nerves, me being relax, calm and admiring how beautiful she actually is.

"You know the saying?" She glances "I fell first but you fell harder?" I scoffed on how arrogant she sounds but she's playing it cooly "stop staring Reeses I'm driving and it's hard to focus"

"I realize we didn't know anything personal about each other" I say whist getting comfortable in the seat and minding to look straight than staring at her the whole time.

"Well, I know a lot about you. I can tell when you're nervous, when you lie and when you're fat mad. Your hands fidgeting, your eyes become teary and you speak harsh words without thinking. You like everything that comes with horror, you like your own peace, you relapse every 3 months" if my jaw could literally drop while listening to her, then it would.

I sheepishly look away while clearing my throat in between.

"You don't know anything about me so....let me tell show you" she glance at me and watch her did that 'lip bite smile'-How come I didn't notice how she always does that?

She parked into a drive-away and gestured me to follow.

"Our house" she motioned. It's a normal house nothing special but it looks empty and giving me this sad feeling while looking at it.

We walked to the porch and wait for her unlocking the door.

The curtains were all closed, giving the house a dim vibe. No wonder she prefers coming to our house every single second.

I walked inside and saw a lot of pictures in the wall.

"Me and Janelle when we're 4" she informed "and that right there is my parents"

"Your mom is really pretty and no wonder you're tall" her dad is tall and shares the same resemblance of Jace whenever she smiles.

Jace is even taller to her big sister, what a gigantic baby she was, I bet her mom cursed her while pushing her out of the womb.

"and this is my room" I followed her and saw the light gray walls, can tell that she's barely using the room by the way her bed is neatly tucked.

But I noticed the jersey, her shoe collection and cap.

"I'm gonna make us a dinner before we go to our official date" she turned around, walking to their kitchen while I give myself a tour in her room.

Being here feels like I'm getting to know her even just a little bit.

and stop on something that caught my attention and also partly caught a pinched of ache.

It's a candid picture of Jace and Jade still pinned in her desktop wall. Actually, it's not just this picture, but noticing that everywhere I look, it has a memory of them together. Like Jade pink varsity jacket in picture that's still hanging perfectly in Jace closet door.

Not just that but the used pompoms beside the study table. Jade stolen pictures pinned above the bed frame....

Of why she is still keeping all these?

That every part I turn there is a reminder of Jade.

And making me realize that she's still casually sleeping in Jade place or take care of her or accompany her to every doctor appointment. Yet, how can your ex is also your best friend? Is it really over?

Is this feeling wrong for questioning Jace? Is it even my place to tell her how it makes me uncomfortable? Or this is all wrong for doubting their friendship? I mean, everyone has that best friend, like Ross and her, me and Jules, we're tight and no one can come at us.

Maybe I should give it a lot of understandings because Jace trust me with Silver and we both know our limitations, we even talked about it-so maybe, Silver and I relationship is just like Jade and Jace, nothing special but just platonic.

But why does it look like I'm convincing myself?

"Dinner is ready" I look behind my shoulder, seeing her smile towards me....

But fuck having dinner after finding myself running to her and grabbing her by the neck to pulled and kiss her and ended up making out in their living room "my turn" I say, a little bit confident compared before, after switching positions with Jace from being bottom to right now sitting on top of her.

Right now, what I want is her, to prove, to feel, to mark that she's now belongs to me.

Her eyes drop down to my bare chest with a sly smile before bringing it back to meet my eye.

"Show me how's it done" I say which gained her a grinning smirk before placing both of her hand to my sides and gently pushing and pulling my waist, fuck! the feeling is on another level....it just hit perfectly the fucking spot.

I bit hard my lower lip when she moans with her eyes staring on me.

"I didn't know you're a fast learner baby girl"