Still into You [GxG]

48.

"Are we thinking of breaking in a closed Chinese convenience store now?" Tch. He immediately received a smashed in his shoulder and faking a winced after.

"Nah. I like it here, empty, dark and just us" I say looking to nothing but empty parking lot spaces.

He squinted his eyes, trying to look beyond the emptiness "a perfect description of murder"

I rolled my eyes from his comment but makes myself comfortable in this seat and bringing up my knees "are you sure you're in happy relationship?"

"Yeah" maybe.

"So this is you being happy? By hanging out in some empty lot? I forgot you weird side" he clicks his tongue while pulling up his leftover chicken nuggets "You like cemetery whenever you're doing self love. And whenever you feel like dying inside, you ask me to go in search some haunted house and now that you're celebrating that you're finally out, this is your way" he tilted his head facing me and I do too.

"How come you know everything about me and all my weird shit and I haven't falling in love with you?" and now we're facing each other, our heads leaned against the headrest while he eats nuggets and me grabbing his slurpee.

"I don't know Riri, maybe you're doing it wrong? Maybe you missed to see my handsome side?" He makes me laugh, he is always there even our distance is literally ocean away and I never asked him to stay but he always do— maybe I'm really doing it wrong? "Hey. You just had a bad day, don't confuse yourself" he then starts the car engine and passed me his nuggets "come on let's take you home"

Ughh! But the reason I asked him for a long drive is because I don't want to go home just yet.

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"We're here" he softly says.

I stretch my arms then rubbed my eyes, definitely sleepy but it all washed off after seeing Jace leaning in her car with both of her hand inside the jeans pocket while looking at us.

We step out of the car to walked up to her "Sorry, we kinda hangout" Silver speaks to Jace.

She stared to me and saw how her lip curled into a gentle smile "you had fun?" I'm taken aback of how calm she is.

But it makes me wonder if she really cares for me? "Yeah" it pricks my heart to see how it seems like she doesn't mind me going home so late because she's probably busy with Jade.

She nodded and avert her eyes from me "thanks Silver"

I forged a smile then turning to Silver but his expression changes as if he wants to pull me from Jace but couldn't because he's aware of his boundary. "Goodnight riri" he step back into his car and drive back to the road.

Both of us walked inside the house and into my room but no one's breaking the silence. I washed up myself, change clothes and about tuck myself under the duvet.

But Jace sit beside me quietly, picking my hand and placing it on top of duvet and watching her unwrapping the gauze before taking out clean one from the first aid kit.

"I'm sorry I wasn't there Reese" she muttered.

Just that and again, all of my walls crashed down in instant without so much effort. How can she do that to me? How can my raging emotion is slowly calming down?

I hate this side of me, this part where I hug her because I miss her so much and wrapping my arms around her like I'm not gonna lose her again.

She gently caresses my head and knew she's smiling, "you know you have to explain why I wasn't your drunk call"

Breaking our hug and now the hate changes to tense while staring to her soft gaze, "can I not?"

But she squinted her eyes to say "no, I need explanation of why my girlfriend chose someone over me"

I pressed my lip into thin line, very much not liking to speak out but caught her inviting lip which my inner self is starting to longed for it "can I kiss you first then talk later?"

"Nice try—"but before she could speak, I already seal the deal and feeling her hands in my waist before lifting me up from the bed to sitting in her lap.

Of why this gives me thrills? Sitting on her lap is so intense....

Every part of my body shivers when she move her hand under my shirt and she notice how it lightly makes me flinch "sorry" she apologize, breaking our kiss.

I could feel this electricity running in my veins, this isn't the first time someone's kissing me but with her it sets so different.

"we're not oblige to do anything Reeses so stop blushing, we can just watch random clips in TikTok until we fall asleep. It's Saturday, no school" she says then propped both her hand in the bed and smiled in assurance.

My breathing might be probably hitching right now but I think I know what my body wants, or at least, what I want right now, "can I be honest?" she nodded before tucking my stray hair behind the ears with that soft smile that I lately find attractive, "I never let any of my boyfriend touch me. A kiss sure, torrid why not but touching me is off limit—"

"So you're saying we can do those but not that? I'm okay with anything you want baby girl" she tries to tease me with that nickname but....

"Shut up I'm not done yet" this nervous is going strong but she needs to hear it because this is only chance that I'll have this courage "I want you to be my first...."

She look shocked after hearing it, from the way her eyes lit up a little before her lip slowly curved into a smile. Jace cupped my cheeks and now I'm staring to her tender eyes that is melting every fiber in me "you're driving me crazy" she commented before I leaned to her and giving her continuous small kisses.

I think I'm getting used to us. She's not being aggressive like my ex's, not demanding and she makes me feel safe.

She lightly dodge my kiss but a mocking smile plays after, before her eyes turned serious as she wrapped her arms around my waist and placing me gently to bed. Shifting on top of me but propped her elbow for balance.

Jace slowly leaned down, once again locking her lip to mine but this time it is slow and gentle.

Our kiss is out of this world, it's relaxed that it makes me feel safe and comfortable.

I feel like I'm more connected to her with all our differences aside, that it's just us now, raw and real.

Her tender kiss transfer to the side of my lip, to my chin and gently down to my neck, leaving tingling hot sensation to my skin with her tongue delicately swirling and nipping gently my neck, making me softly moan that I had to bit down my lower lip to control this building pleasure....