All for Myself {dallyboy}

All for Myself

{Pony's POV}

*TW* graphic descriptions and rape.

I wave to Johnny, slipping into the passengers seat. Really, I felt good. Thank god, it's been so long. I noticed every time I smiled tonight, it was real. It felt good.

"Thank you for tonight, Curly." His smile dropped into a sly grin as he turned from the mirror to face me. He was unpredictable sometimes.

"I gotta show you something, Pony. I think you'll like it." he said, keeping that grin.

"I'd be lying if I said i wasn't nervous, Curly!" I said grinning. It was true, it could be anything.

" well just sit there and look pretty for me, and i'll show you when we get there."

"Are you sure, Curly? I gotta be home by 11 ya know?"

"yeah, yeah" he said, starting to reverse the car. Weird, there was Johnny and Dal, stopped on the sidewalk. I watched them fade into the dusk as we rode on. We went down the opposite way of my house, so I knew it must be special, whatever it was. It was far, that's all I knew.

'maybe he's gonna propose..' i thought. Nah, it's too early. If he had asked, I would've said yes. Then.

"Pony-"

"Yes baby?" I asked.

"Gross! don't call me that-"

"Oh- okay, Curly."

"yeah. You're so fuckin' hot Pony..." I felt my heart beat faster as my cheeks flushed.

"t-thank you, Curly. You're so sweet." He moved his hand to be on my leg. I instinctively flinch, and he takes his hand back.

"do you not like that?" he said, sounding a little annoyed.

"N-no i do its just- touchings a little weird for me since the fire." he kept his eyes on the road as the lights and marquee signs flashed by us.

"well, you need to get used to it. that's what boyfriends do, and that's what we do, okay?"

He seemed frustrated, so I just rolled with what he said. Better than arguing.

We crossed the bridge. The river was low again. Sand poked through the water in the shallow basin.

We were in Jenks now, which is just across the river from Tulsa.

"It's a beautiful spot, Pony. You're gonna love it."

"I'm excited!" I said, only telling a half truth. I was nervous too.

We pulled into what looked like a parking lot in a wooded area.
I knew this place, even though I've never been here. This was Turkey Mountain, all the kids came to the trailhead parking lot to screw around. I could see the river from here. It was quite dark.

Curly parked the car, looking at me for a second. He quickly reaches for my face, pulling me into a wet kiss, his tongue rolling around my mouth sloppily. I liked how it felt, I didn't mind how he slobbered all over my lips.

"Pony, my surprise is in the back seat. Go ahead and go back there."

I listen quickly, and crawl over the seat to the back. He follows suit but opens the door and gets in the back with me. He shuts the door hurriedly.

He reaches back over the the front, and i hear a *click* come from behind me.

"Pony, you know I love you..." he said, almost panting.

"Of course, Curly. I love you t-" before i finish, he grabs my hand by the wrist, and puts it on his crotch.

"oh- uh.."