lonely

Jealousy, hatred and regret

"You know I never hated you for not being good at studies" Chae-yong said looking at moon which was shining bright and giving them light in this dark .

"Then why you used to be so rude to me?"
"I was jealous"
"Why?"
"You have dad, to support you"
"You have also got mom"

"To control me" Chae-yong said making Chang-min shift her gaze towards her from sky.

"What do you mean, you've always got everything you wished for"Chang-min said.
"You weren't good at studies,dad took care of yours and gave you freedom to choose your path, I was good at studies and mom controlled me and made my life hell" Chae-yong said on verge of crying.

"You know dad rarely stays at home, and how much mom hates me, and how much I've gone through", Chang-min was also about to cry.

"Mom tortured you,but ever she manipulated you, blackmailed you emotionally?!" Chae-yong said.

"Did she ever played with your mental health?" She continued.

"Have you ever been hit for not scoring hundred percent? Have you ever seen your elder sister tearing your favourite creation and throwing it in dustbin"

As Chang-min finished herself Chae-yong got a flashback of nine years back. How she threw her favourite artworks in dustbin...

"You know I used to always wonder why you did that to me? Till now I want that answer" Chang-min said.

"I was jealous, and confused, I didn't knew what I am. Mom always told me that I'll be able to do nothing if I don't study and score good marks since I was three. While you, you were hurt by mom's treatment but never left your passion. You never forgot who you are, while I didn't knew what am I. I felt like an robot. I was frustrated and took it out on you"

Chae-yong literally spoke everything in one breath.

"You know I started to hate you because dad took care of yours while he rarely spoke to me."

"Do you know the reason?" Chae-yong asked reciving a nod saying no from Chang-min.

"Because mom and dad never wanted to live together, they wanted to separate. But dad loved you a lot and wanted you to have a complete family while mom didn't had any financial support" Chae-yong said crying.

"But why didn't he cared about you?"
Chang-min asked.

"Because mom didn't cared about you.
When you were a baby, nearly two months, mom and dad had a fight. They almost killed each other. Dad left home and mom was started packing to go somewhere else. She was whole day in her room, you were crying and I couldn't because I had to pacify you. When dad came back he told us he is going to Mexico with you but that time I wasn't good at studies and mom wanted to keep you with her so you can make her proud one day. Mom didn't ate food for two days, and that's when I promised mom I'll make her proud. I didn't knew this would make me loose my childhood."

As Chae-yong finished and looked at Chang-min, she saw that Chang-min was crying.

"You know I tried to make you like me by complaining about you to mom about everything, so you can also feel same things as me but now I'm regretting it" Chae-yong said as she sat on the bench nearby.

Chang-min hugged her and started crying.

"I'm sorry, I didn't knew you were going through this much" She said.

"Fine, it's okay" Chae-yong said rubbing Chang-min's head.

"Let's go home, it's past ten" she said standing up.

This was one of those nights which none of the Kim sisters would forget.
While Chang-min had someone to share her problems with, Chae-yong was all alone.......

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So this was it guys, the 13th chapter of lonely. I know it's too small for the amount of time I took. But I'm getting too much homework and I'm not at all getting time for writing.

Don't worry I'll try to make next update as soon as possible