Life into a mess

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TW: mention of suicide, suicide attempt, strong words

When Chang-min woke up it was two am.

She got out of the bed and picked up her phone.

If we get more precised, she picked up her phone aggressively.

She opened contacts and was about to call Dae-hyun, but she stopped suddenly.

Tears welled up in her eyes as thoughts flooded her mind.

"Maybe he doesn't want to be with me anymore" She thought as she kept her phone away.

"He has a life, you shouldn't ruin it"

"You're his bad luck"

"He had beared his parents and you for long, and now when he's finally happy you're ruining everything "

As if these thoughts weren't enough.

She started getting flashbacks of her memories with Dae-hyun.

Those moments of smiles and laughter for which she was living.

If Dae-hyun wouldn't be there, she wouldn't be alive till now. She would have committed suicide.

Her life was total mess. Her sister who actually cared for her lived her life as puppet of her own mom.

Her dad, who loved her and the only parent who played there role well couldn't be with her most of the time due to his job.

And the one who was with her most of the time was her mom, who never loved Chang-min.

The reason was Chang-min not being good at things which she should have been at according to Mrs Kim.

Chang-min's thoughts took over her pulling her back into the flashbacks of the moments which gave her the hope to live.

...Suddenly everyone in the club started hooting, because Dae-hyun was about to sing.

Sapphire moon light,
We danced for hours in sand.
Tequila sunrise.

Her body fit right in my hands la-la-la.
It felt like ooh la-la-la.

He got off the stage and pulled Chang-min towards him. He held her by waist. He joined there foreheads and they continued the song.

I love it when you call me Senorita.
I wish I could pretend I didn't need ya.
But every touch is ooh-la-la-la.
It's true la-la-la.

Ooh, I should be runnin'
Ooh, you know I love it when you call me senorita.

I wish it wasn't so damn hard to leave ya.
But every touch is ooh la-la-la, it's true la-la-la.

Ooh I should be running,
But you keep me coming for ya.

That's when the actual song started to play. Dae-hyun and Chang-min got off the stage and went to Hanuel...

The time when everything between Chang-min and Dae-hyun was fine.

He took her to club and sang with her.

..."So did you liked the people of Seoul?" Chang-min asked,

"The first person whom I had a conversation with didn't told me her name"
The boy replied,"And who is that person? "
Chang-min asked squeezing her eyes.
"You"
The boy gave a quick answer making Chang-min burst into laughter...

The first day Chang-min met Dae-hyun. Just a meet with him and her dull day was brightened.

...."Let's go on a long drive" Dae-hyun spat out making Chang-min shocked.
"Wh-What? It's eleven pm" Chang-min said dumbfounded.
"No one is stopping us" Dae-hyun said pulling Chang-min towards him...

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