Pain Of Love (Y/N x Tom Kaulitz)

I couldn't really be falling for him, was I? (8)

Y/N POV:

I open my eyes to a irritating knock at the door, I glance at the clock. Who the hell is knocking at 1AM?

I tiredly got out of bed and look out the window, seeing a familiar car. Oh my god, why's he here?

I ran downstairs before anyone else could and opened the door to seeing Tom drenched in the rain, why did he come all the way here?

"Tom! You're soaked, what are you doing here?"
I ask him worriedly, he pulls out something behind his back, chocolates...

"I couldn't sleep, I wanted to get you these, I hope it makes you feel better."
I stare at him blankly, he drove all the way here, parked on the road and walked all the way across the street to get to my door all in the pouring rain, just to give me chocolate.

"Come.. come inside Tom."
I rush into the laundry room, getting a towel for him.

"Here Tom, don't do this again. You'll get sick, but thank you."
I try my best to be quiet, the whole house is asleep beside me.

I sit on the couch, beside him then remembering what had happened last night, me stupidly falling asleep on him. That won't happen this time.

Out of nowhere, he wraps his arms around me and gives me a tight hug, but I feel something drip on my shoulder. It wasn't rain, was he... crying?

"Tom? What's wrong?"
I ask him, I try look at him in the eyes but he won't look at me, only down. As he begins to speak, I can hear him holding back more tears.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't there to protect you."
I put my hand on his cheek, this poor boy.

"Tom, it's not your fault. I shouldn't have been wearing something like that in the first place."
I tell him, he shakes his head no.

"Y/N really? It's not what you were wearing, it wasn't your fault, those men were just fucking stupid!"
He hugs me tighter, he went through a lot of different emotions today. Confusion, anger and now sadness.

"I'll never let anything like that happen again, I promise you."
He looks me straight in the eye now, something inside me believes him, but who knows how many girls he's said this to. I've done my research, i've seen all the different girls.

"Goodnight Y/N sleep well, meine liebe."
He stands up and gives me one final hug before I lead him back to the door, it had stopped raining now.

"Goodnight, Tom."
I close the door and take a deep breath. I couldn't really be falling for him, was I?

I walk back upstairs, collapsing onto my bed. Just thinking about everything that has happened. All because I wanted gum before work that day. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

I wake up at 10am, stretching my arms and get out of bed. I check my phone and see a few notifications... one from my dad?

Dad 💗: Hey sweetheart, it's been a little while since me and your mom have seen you. Can you come visit today?

I get a little sad, realising it has been a few weeks since I last visited. But then, I think of my mother and I don't get so sad.

Y/N: Is she gonna be there?
Dad 💗: Me and your mom have talked, she's really trying to be kinder okay? She's just still trying to process... Lily.

My heart skips a beat seeing that name, Lily. My beautiful little sister. I missed her so much, but that doesn't excuse my mom blaming me for what happened.