Pain Of Love (Y/N x Tom Kaulitz)

Carnival (25)

Y/N POV:

As soon as he left, I couldn't help but replay the scenario in my head. I really do love him, even if I didn't know how to express it well.

I ran upstairs immediately to tell Aleyna everything that happened, I opened her door to see her sitting on her bed, scrolling on her phone.

"LEY!"

"Yeah?"

"I told Tom I love him!"
As soon as I said that, she jumps up in happiness. I crash onto her bed and continue to tell her what happened.

"He was standing at the door, about to leave. I just had to get it out, and he said he loves me more! It was so cute!"
I giggle in joy, as if I was a little girl again.

"We're going to go to a carnival together tomorrow!"
I told her,

"Ooh! Let me help you pick your outfit! What time are you going?"
She asked me,

"2pm, do you think he's going to try kiss me?"
I ask shyly, continuing to overthink the whole scenario of tomorrow.

"He could... if he does, you need to tell me everything!"

"Oh yeah? What about the fact Bill's hand was on your thigh under the table today?"
I ask her curiously, she immediately goes red and I laugh.

"How did you know?"
She suspiciously asked,

"When I dropped my napkin, I saw it. You guys aren't slick!"
I joked,

"Oh, that's why Bill stopped..."
She said, as if a puzzle piece came together.

"Alright, goodnight Ley."
I said to her before leaving the room. Changing into a comfy, baggy t-shirt. It reminded me of Tom, that's why I liked it so much. I got back into my bed, laying on the side Tom was in this morning. It still faintly smelt like his cologne, it was so comforting.

🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

I stretched my arms out, turning off the 11am alarm I had set. I knew i'd sleep in. I got up, quickly brushing my teeth and went to go have some breakfast. Seeing Aleyna already sat on the table, having a bowel of cereal. I made myself the same and went to sit beside her.

"Good morning,"

"Good morning. So I was looking in my closet this morning, and I found something that would look so cute on you!"
I raised an eyebrow, hoping it wasn't either just ugly or too revealing. We quickly finished up our food and she led me back to her room, showing off the outfit for me. The top was an off the shoulder, cropped, dark navy jumper. Paired with some blue, baggy jeans.

"Tom and Bill's style is really starting to implement on us."
I told her, she thinks about it for a second and realised that too.

"Damn, you're right. Anyway, isn't this cute?"
She asked me, I nodded.

"Go try it on."
She pushed me over to the bathroom, handing me the outfit. I take off the baggy shirt I had on, but in the process of that, I spot a scar under the top half of my arm. Reminding me of the crash, making me overthink again.

I try to brush it off, I really love him and it wasn't because of him at all. But Lily still lingers in my mind.

I shake my head, I need to move on. I'm not going to sit and dwell about things that happened in the past. I put the jumper on, paired with the jeans. It showed more of my stomach than I wanted it to, I was always a bit insecure about it. But the outfit was okay, nonetheless.