Pain Of Love (Y/N x Tom Kaulitz)

I'd do anything to protect you. (21)

Y/N POV:

"That's how it uhm, happened."
I awkwardly finish up, Tom stayed silent. I glanced over at him, spotting his hands balled into a fist.

"He was just really manipulative. I had no idea he's been stalking me since that restaurant date, I went through his phone and saw a conversation about it to one of his friends. I felt so... disgusted."
I tell him, still a bit shaken from everything that had happened.

All of a sudden, I felt his arms pulling me over onto his lap. I froze in shock at the sudden movement and he just gives me a big hug.

"I'm so sorry Y/N, i'm so sorry you went through all that. My princess, I don't want you to be with a guy like that ever again."
Princess? Princess??

"I'm fine, it's over now."
It's not fine, nothing was fine about this whole situation. But I didn't want him to worry, I never liked people worrying about me. I climbed back into my seat as he started up the car.

"All those bruises were from him, aren't they?"
He spoke out of the random, i didn't want him to know...

"Yeah, but i'm fine."
I replied back,

"Y/N, stop saying it's fine when it's not! He fucking hurt you, if Bill didn't call the cops on Nick, I probably would have fucking shot him myself!"
He frustratedly said, I flinch slightly as he raises his voice and he noticed.

"I'm sorry, i'm not like him. I would never lay a hand on you, you know this."
He said, still focusing on the road.

"I know you wouldn't."

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Tom Kaulitz POV:

"Call me whenever you need, and i'll be right here, okay?"
I said to the beautiful girl I had between my arms. I hugged her tight, but right before I went to leave the front of her door, I felt something slightly tug on the bottom of my t-shirt. I turn back around,

"Wait, Tom i'm scared. I'm scared he's going to find me."
She said in a shaken voice, she couldn't even look at me.

"Do you want me to stay with you tonight, meine liebe?"
I asked her, trying to talk in a gentle voice so she wouldn't be afraid. I saw her quietly nod and take me to her room.

"Wait i'm going to change, can you turn around?"
Y/N asked me, I immediately did. I didn't want to strike a memory with whatever Nick did. But as I heard her change behind me, I couldn't help but blush.

"Okay, you can turn around now."
I turned my head, just double checking everything is on and I saw her lying in her bed. I climbed in, putting the covers over both of our bodies. I swallowed the nervousness in my throat and shyly asked her,

"Uh, is this okay?"
I put my arm over her waist, pulling her closer to me. She snuggled into my arms and I could smell her freshly shampooed hair from probably the night before. It was comforting, but I could help but blush madly as she put her arm around me too.

"I'm sorry about this whole situation, I can't help this fear I have. Of being with someone again, after everything i've seen happen with other girls."
I heard her quietly say, feeling her warm breath against my chest because of how close we were.

"I understand, I don't want you to apologise. None of this is your fault, please don't blame yourself."
I comforted her, but I still could hear her quiet sobs, sniffling here and there. I gently lifted her chin up, making her look at me.

"Don't cry, please don't cry."
I said, looking right into her glossy eyes from the tears. I couldn't help but feel my eyes water too, I didn't want to cry in front of her. But how couldn't I knowing she was in this much pain, when I selfishly just thought she forgot about me and moved on to the next guy?

I felt slightly ashamed of myself. She nuzzled her head back into my chest as I used the hand I had wrapped around her to stroke her hair. It wasn't long until I heard light snores, as well as my phone buzz. I carefully took my hand out from around her and took it out of my pocket.

Bill: It's 1am, where are you ?!
Tom: I'm gonna stay with Y/N tonight, relax i'll be back by morning
Bill: Tom, i'm going to kill you if you tried hooking up with her after what she just went through
Tom: NO! It's not like that, she's still upset she wanted to me stay with her tonight ugh
Bill: It better not be like that

Ugh, this idiot.

I looked back at Y/N, she turned over to where her hair was facing me. I put my phone back in my pocket, wrapping my arm back around her. I closed my eyes and smiled slightly to myself. I missed her so much, I really needed this.

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"Leave me alone! How the fuck did you get my number?"
I heard a girls voice, I open my eyes to see Y/N sitting on the edge of the bed, yelling to someone on the phone. I sit up and climb over to sit next to her, she puts it on speaker.

"Because of you, Nick is in the fucking station. He admitted to everything stupidly, my best fucking friend and cousin is going to jail because of YOU!"
I heard a man yell over the phone, I snatched the phone out of her hands, I had to take this into my own hands.

"Hey, it's not my fault your cousin is a fucking weirdo, stalker woman abuser. If you even try to put a finger on Y/N, I will make sure you can't walk in the morning. Is that clear? Do you want me to bring a bat too? Just like your cousin tried to torture that poor girl, Aleyna. Is that what you want?"
I asked, the phone went silent before he hung up.

"That was Ray, his cousin. I don't even know how he got my number."
She covered her face with her hands, collapsing into my lap clearly upset. I stroked her hair, it seemed to calm her down.

"Y/N as long as you're with me, i'll make sure nothing ever happens to you. Don't be scared, beautiful. Words can't describe how much you mean to me, i'd do anything to protect you."
I assured her, without a lie.

She opened her mouth to speak, but her door opened. We both turned our heads and saw Aleyna and her mouth dropped.

"When did you even get here, it's like 10 in the morning?"
She asked, before I think it clicked in her head and she slowly closed the door.

"She's definitely going to make fun of me later."
Y/N giggled and said, I smiled back at her. It made my heart warm to see her finally smile after everything. But I couldn't help admiring her beautiful face, she stared back at me confusedly.

"What, is there something on my face?"

"No, you're just so beautiful."
She blushed and looked away, I smirked at the way she got shy.

"Sorry princess, I got to go back home now. Or Bill will be pissed at me. Don't forget what I told you, give me a call and i'll be here."
I told her, she had a slight sadness in her eyes but I could tell she liked when I call her princess. She always has a bit of a surprised expression, following by a light pink shade.

"Goodbye, thank you for everything."
She told me, before hugging me tightly.

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