Pain Of Love (Y/N x Tom Kaulitz)

I didn't want to be with him. (19)

Bill POV:

"ITS BEEN 4 DAYS! HOW HASN'T SHE GONE HOME YET?!"
I ranted angrily on the phone to Y/N, it wasn't her fault but I was panicking. My girlfriend literally had just disappeared one night, no sign of her car anywhere. I begin to feel my eyes water for what felt like the millionth time this week.

"Bill, I don't know what to do."
I hear Y/N's quiet sobs over the phone, I know she was hurting just as much as I was.

"Bill... I might have an idea of who to ask. I'll get back to you, call me back tonight."
She tells me, giving me the slightest glimpse of hope so I can see Aleyna's beautiful face once again. Hug her tight and never let my gorgeous girl go.

Y/N POV:

I waited patiently at the bus stop. I didn't have enough money for gas for my car. The sun was setting, but I don't care.

The bus finally stopped near Nick's house, after a short walk, I had arrived. I felt shivers go down my spine. I feel like he had something to do with it. Our last conversation was literally about him, could it be a coincidence?

"Nick?"
I knock on the door for the third time, I heard shuffling behind the door but someone different came to the door.

"Who are you?"
The mysterious man asked, I was about to ask him the same thing.

"Uh, im Nick's girlfriend."
I said, I hated saying that to people so much.

"Oh, Im Ray, his cousin."
It clicked in my head as he said that, I remember seeing him at a few parties in 9th grade.

I was about to turn around and leave until I heard something... muffled screams. Who was in there?

"Let me in."
I said to him, he tried to block off the door entrance with his body but thankfully, he's not as tall and big as his cousin. I pushed through him, I ran as I heard him chase me through the house.

"Dumbass."
I mumbled under my breath, I searched the house to try identify the screaming, until I came in contact with the basement door.

"STOP! STOP YOU FUCKING MANIAC! LET ME GO!"
I immediately recognised her voice. I froze in fear, but quickly snapped back to reality as I heard his cousins footsteps, searching for me. I quickly sent Bill my location and a quick video snap of the screaming. Fear raced in my heart as it was beating faster and faster, nonetheless, I opened the basement door.

I saw Nick holding a bat, Aleyna trying to run around the room to escape his grasp, I spot various bruises around her arms but also a few on Nick.

"ALEYNA!"
I yell and grab her wrist, attempting to make a run for it but just we were about to reach the top, I felt a rough hand get a hold of my ankle, I let out a blood curdling scream.

"YOU'RE A FUCKING PHYSCOPATH NICK, LET ME GO! YOU NEED TO MOVE ON."
I screamed, attempting to run again. Aleyna waited for me at the door, in her ripped clothes and bruised arms. We were about to run into a forest as we still heard the disgusting men run after us.

We screamed, about the whole neighbourhood could probably hear us, but it's not like we gave a shit. Right before we entered the bushes, we saw two extremely fast cars speed down the road. Bill and... Tom.

"You wanna fuck with my girlfriend? Watch what happens."
Bill says, right before he uppercuts Nick right in the jaw. His cousin, Ray watched in horror. Not wanting to get involved in that but Tom didn't let that happen. He went right for his nose, causing blood to leak all over the pavement. I hugged Aleyna, trying to comfort her after god knows what happened in those four days she was kept here.

Ray eventually ran away, then it was just Tom, Bill and Nick. Bill backed off and Tom let out all of his anger on Nick, releasing everything he kept inside the past few days. All the pain he had, it was so satisfying to watch after all the pain Nick had made me go through. Physically and mentally.

He wouldn't stop, he just kept going and going. Bill physically had to pull Tom off of Nick otherwise, he probably would have been dead. I couldn't help but run into Tom's arms. I couldn't stop myself, I missed him so fucking bad. I looked up at him, I saw him in a face of shock. But I noticed his eyes scanning over all the different bruises and marks on my neck, the side of my neck and places he couldn't say. I heard faint sobbing, I glanced over and saw Bill not letting go of Aleyna, I can't imagine what she must encountered in that basement.

"That fucking bastard sold my car! I fucking hate him!"
Aleyna yelled, whilst Bill went over to his car as he dialled the police. To report this whole situation.

"Aleyna, i'll ride with Tom. You go with Bill, I love you, okay?"
I give her the biggest hug, feeling so guilty about how distant i've been to her.

Nervously, I walk over to Tom's car and get in the passenger seat. Waiting for him to get in so I can explain everything.

I jumped slightly as he aggressively opened the car door, getting in. Having a look at his knuckles, damaged and bloody.

"Tom... I didn't want to be with him."
I said, taking a deep breath and having so much relief to be out of there. He looked up at me, like a deer in headlights.

"What?"

"I didn't want to be in a relationship with him, I was forced. He's been... stalking me, Tom. I was so scared, he said he was going to hurt you if I didn't agree."
I covered my face with my hands, trying not to cry because I know if I start, I won't be able to stop.

"You didn't... forget about me?"
He asked with a cracked voice, I didn't know he was hurting so bad.

"No, how could I? That night the crash happened, I left you in fear, Tom. Someone really close to me had died almost the same way, it wasn't your fault."
I say, looking down in my lap. I couldn't look at him in the eyes, it goes silent for a few seconds before I opened my mouth to speak again.

"I miss her so much, Tom. I miss her so fucking much and I didn't want anyone to go through the same pain either that I endured after what happened. So I just... couldn't see you anymore. I missed you so fucking much."
I felt a single tear roll down my cheek, I took a deep breath trying to ignore it.

"Y/N, I thought you forgot about me. I'm so sorry that happened to you, I just thought I wasn't good enough for you."
My heart sunk, no, no, no. Is that really what he's been thinking?

"Tom, how could I ever forget about you? You're the happiest a guy has ever made me! Look, i'm going to tell you everything from the start, are you ready?"

I look back up at him, he's already staring and he nodded slowly. It went silent before I began to talk again.

"Okay... so"

thoughts —>