*Nicoles POV*
Coachella ended last week, and I'm at home with Kenny. Im planning on telling him how I feel today...Its just... i dont know how. I hate to do this, but I hate stringing him along even more. He deserves someone better, someone who loves him from the bottom of their heart. Dont get me wrong, I love kenny... just not in that way...anymore. I've been pretty distant. Hes noticed too.
"Are you hungry babe?" Kenny asked from the kitchen coming towards me to sit down. Now's the opportunity...
"No, im okay" I told, "Can I talk to you about something?" I hesitated and stood up to meet his gaze.
"Whats up?" He asked
"I can't..." I trailed off
"You cant what?" He asked worrily placing his hand delicately on my cheek. I couldn't bring myself to say it, so I just shook my head 'no' and started to cry
"Whats wrong baby? You can't what?" He asked
"Marry you" I cried covering my face with my hands
"What?" He asked
"I cant marry you" i said taking his hand off of my cheek and sobbing. Tears were spilling out of my eyes like a waterfall.
"Why?" He asked trying to hold back the tears in his big green eyes, "I love you...." he trailed off letting a tear slip out
"...but I dont feel the same way" I told trying to wipe away the tears
"Is that why you were so distant lately?" He asked not making eye contact with me.
"Kind of..." I whispered
"I dont get it. I've done nothing but love you and give you everything!" He said getting some what angered
"Its not you Kenny" I said
"What have I done to deserve this?!" He yelled now crying
"You haven't done anything!" I sobbed
"Than why are you doing this?!" he shouted. I didnt answer.
"Answer me!" He told,"Is it another guy?!"
"Kenny, please dont make this harder than this already is!" I cried out, "You deserve someone who loves you from the bottom of their heart." I weeped taking off the engagement ring.
"Nicole... dont. We can work something out, cant we?" He sadly asked, seeing that I was taking off my ring
I shook my head no, took his hand and placed the ring in it, "You deserve someone better. Someone worth marrying" I tried to smile
"Nicole." He said quietly, "Please..."
"Please dont make this any harder than it already is" I pleaded walking toward the front door ready to leave for good, "Goodbye"
"Wait. Keep the house." He insisted walking toward me, "Ill leave. You need it more than i do. Just please remember that I love you. And I always will" he told. He kissed my cheek then left.
I turned and walked upstairs were my phone was. Tears still pouring out of my eyes, I typed in Connors number and waited for him to pick up.
C- Hey Nicole!
N- Hi Con
C- Why are you crying?
N- I think you know why
C- You told him?
N- He didnt take it so well...neither did I.
C- What happend? Are you alright?
