a short story about danielle and haerin, two childhood best friends who happen to have had mutual feelings for each other since they were younger, but none of them wanting to ruin their unique connection between each other.
now, in their third and...
haerin pov: *time skip to the weekend* *one evening in downtown seoul, loud thunder storming accompanied with heavy rain*
"dani unnie!!!",i shout out, looking over at dani unnie as a car is driving up to her with a rapid speed, "DANI UNNIE WATCH OUT!",i scream frantically, the car slowly inching closer to dani unnie, who doesn't seem to hear me.
after a seemingly long minute, the car hits danielle unnie harshly, eliciting sounds of crashing and making people look over at the commotion.
no no no, not my sunshine, my soulmate, my bestest friend.
i feel tears running down my cheeks, or maybe they're rain drops, but i don't care, i just collapse to the ground and sob loudly, blood seeping from dani unnie's body, which is barely seen as the car practically shattered her whole body.
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i wake up, sobbing as i recall the dream.. or rather nightmare. why did it have to be so vivid? almost like it already happened.. but it's just a nightmare, a really bad one at that, nothing happened to my dani unnie, she's fine, i try to reassure myself, but with no result.
when i don't seem to be able to calm myself down, i reach out to search for my phone, finding it as i grab it into my hand to text danielle unnie. it's only 7 am? why did i have to wake up at this time on the weekend???
- start of chat, 7:25 am -
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- end of chat, start of call, 7:29 am - - end of call, 8:30 am -
after we called, i immediately felt way better hearing dani unnie's voice, which was still slightly raspy, she did tell me that she woke up just a bit ago, so that's reasonable, i kind of felt myself crushing more over her, like actually feeling attracted to her raspy, deeper than usual voice..
what the- stop it haerin, that's not how you're supposed to feel towards your best friend, especially not your childhood best friend of 16 years, that's just wrong.
but who can even control their feelings for another person? who can choose who they feel attracted to?? especially when it comes to danielle unnie, who is probably the most beautiful girl i've ever seen in my life, coming from a bisexual person.
also, yes, i'm bisexual, i've always felt attracted to both boys and girls when i was younger, so once i learned more about the lgbtq+ community and it's terms (which i actually learned from danielle unnie), i just decided to label myself as bisexual, and luckily my parents accept and support it as they even let me get a pride flag! it's hanging over my bed, which is one of my most prized possesions in my room.
anyways, enough chitchatting, i actually feel way too tired to get up now (it's only 8:30 am anyway) so i just lay down in bed again, thoughts about nielle unnie and what i'm going to do later today running through my head.
3rd person pov:
as the seventeen year old slowly drifts off to sleep, what she doesn't know is that danielle is thinking of her, too, she's thinking about what she's feeling for the younger after their call, deeply lost in her thoughts as the summer sun slowly rises.
the cat-eyed girl had always catched danielle's eyes, she's always felt attracted to the younger girl, even when they were kids, but now she's worried, worried about their lifelong friendship, worried about her own feelings towards her bestest childhood friend, worried about them ultimately drifting apart.
- hi everyone!! i wanted to thank everyone for 200+ reads! as i said before, i really appreciate each and every one of your reads and seeing some of your guys' comments really brightens up my day <3 anyways, i hope you have a good (remaining) day and stay safe and healthy!! -author <33
