Be Our's (Jisung centric) *SLOW UPDATES*

Chapter 1

I feel like I used to the word fuck and fucking too much in the last few chapters. I reading over them and I was like fuck, that's a lot of fucks.

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Felix POV

I slammed my door closed locking it and then banging my backside on it. I really can't fucking believe Minho would betray my trust like that. Tears streamed down my face as I realized some of this could be my fault. He's right I guess. I was acting kind of weird and shady and becoming distant.

Had I caused this?

I mean if I had never became so....obsessed with HanJi - wait obsessed I'm not obsessed with HanJi. I'm just really intrigued with only his content. That doesn't mean I'm obsessed right...right? Anyways that's not the problem. The problem is Minho being a nosy bitch and going through my shit like he's my mom or something. I feel like I've been stabbed in the back. I feel like that is a cross of boundaries within our friendship.

But that also doesn't justify what he did to me. Even if he was in love with me. If you in love with someone you shouldn't do disrespectful things to them. I also kind of feel bad for rejecting him like that. I mean he did say he's been in love with me since debut. That's like 5 years of him keeping all that to himself. Wait, do the members know he likes me? Do they know he likes men? Does anybody know anything about that topic and I'm just super oblivious?

He must feel absolutely terrible right now. Holding your love in for someone for 5 years, finally letting it out just to know they don't feel the same. I only see him as like that one cool uncle you can be your self around and don't have to hide anything and have fun all the time. I love Minho and all but not like that. He must feel so alone. I know the other members have some type of situationship going on with each other. But when he mentioned he kind of gets angry like a homophobe. Maybe he was angry because he wanted to be with me and seeing everyone else together and him think about the fact that he would never be with me.

I love Minho with every muscle and bone in my body, but not in the same way he does. I don't want him to be alone. I know Jeongin has a small crush on him but not big enough to act on. But the idea of them being together makes me feel weird, jealous almost.But why though? It's not like I have a crush or feelings for Minho...

Right?

Or maybe I do.

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Short chapter because school is giving me like 44 homework assignments and like I'm failing almost all my classes. The updating schedule will be very random and will have no pattern.