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Jisung is a porn star who tops every website. He makes big money everyday. One day Felix gets sent a link and finds Jisung. Felix becomes obsessed with him his friends are concerned until they see Jisung. Slowly on by one they all be...
oh my fucking god this can't be happening i can't i really have to go now.
"you guys know him?" felix asked. silence filled the atmosphere, tension so thick you could cut it with a knife.
"yeah im online friends with chan and changbin." i blurted out panicking wanting to end the awkward situation i put myself in.
"oh that's cool. come on let's go to my room." felix shrugged.
he grabs my hand and guides me up to his room, all while feeling 6 piercing stares on us the entire way up
how the hell did i get away with that? does he not have any more questions after that? just 'oh ok'? nothing else?
god i really hope he isn't that simple minded because if so i made a mistake.....
arriving in his room he sits me down on one of the two beds in his room and walks back to close the door.
he probably shares his room with one of those others guys since there's so many of them. the things i'd give just to live with even on the them.
click
"did you just lock the door?" i asked wondering why in hell he needs to lock the door. "yeah the guys don't really understand what privacy is so."
we both nod slightly smiling at each other. he approaches the bed sitting next to me, silence hanging in the air awkwardly.
"so what do you do for a living?" i ask trying to break the unbearable silence.
"oh i'm a professional dancer so is minho hyung and hyunjin. we all work at the same studio. what about you what do you do for a living ji?"
"well i work at a cafe." replying shyly knowing i can't actually tell him what i do.
"are you sure? i've seen where you live and you can't possibly make enough money as a barista to pay for a place like that." suddenly his full body is facing me and showing interest.
"well i- uhm-" danmit stop stuttering like a dumbass! what the hell am i supposed to tell him?!
"i mean it's not like you do porn or anything, right?" that teasing smirk in his face with that sentence made my heart drop.
how the hell did he guess that? did he already know? what if he's subscribed to my onlyfans and is stalking me? what if he try's to-?
"oh.... you do do porn?" he says with a genuine shocked face.
well look at that you fucking dumbass! you just gave yourself away!
"i should probably go." i say desperately wanting to leave the conversation. but i feel his hand tug me back. "i'm not judging i promise. if this is how you make a living, then i'm fine with it. just please don't leave." his puppy eyes are killing me, how can i say no? but he knows, that's so fucking embarrassing. he seemed to sense my uncertainty and let out a sad pathetic please with an even more pathetic look.
i guess i can stay then. he says he isn't judging me and i don't feel judged. he seems like he has genuine intentions. so fuck it, why not?
sitting back down on the bed i smile at him. he returns an even happier smile. his demeanor and body language noticeably changing from nervous and on edge to a more relaxed and calm one.
god i hope i'm not about to fall in love with a sociopath...
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surprise! i've been really unmotivated and depressed lately and school starting up, it's just been a lot. i'll try and update some more tho.
love ya. xxxx
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