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Chapter 10

Tony POV

Peter is gone. Hes dead. It was just me blue girl and Loki. "He did it" I walked towards Loki and held him up on my lap. The blue girl walked towards me and I immediately snapped "Fuck off!" "What?" "I don't know why Loki hates you but if he hates you then I do" "He's the murder" "He's not!" "Tony"

I looked down at Loki "Loki?" He tried to push himself up but collapsed onto my lap. I picked him up and helped him sit there. He looked around "Where's Peter?" He was clearly tired cause I know he wouldn't show he cared usually "He didn't make it" Loki hummed. His eyes where tearing up a little.

His eyes caught blue girls. "What is she doing here?" "I don't know" "Loki look I'm sorry-" "Sorry doesn't change the fact you ruined my life" "I'm different now Loki" "So am I"

I rubbed his back as he tried to get up. He didn't seem to like it but seemed to tired to argue. I stood up and helped him stand full. He brought his hand to his throat like he was checking nothing was there and thats when I noticed bruising on his neck.

I didn't say anything but made note of it for when we got back- if we get back? No when we get back. One of us have to be positive.

I helped him limp over to the guardians ship "Terminatior come on I can't leave you here" she slowly got on the ship a bit shy which I wouldn't be surprised. But she could help us as clearly she knew the guardians and could maybe work their ship.

I put Loki on one of the chairs near the front of the ship.

The next few days where hard. We ran out of food quickly. Luckily Loki and Nebula don't have to eat as much food as a normal human like me would so the food did last longer which was probably the only reason I am still alive. Nebula helped patch up my wound and I was starting to grow to her. She was useful and new her way around the ship which helped when it broke down.

While I slowly got weaker and skinner from the lack of food Loki was getting stronger until he was back to normal ish. He ignored Nebula to the best of his abilitys and ignored my questions about her. I tried to be friendly with him but I forgot he was different and he didn't really like me. He kept isolating himself on the ship pitching in now and then but other then that I didn't hear much from him.

Loki's POV

Its been 26 days I think? I don't know I've lost track, the atmosphere on the ship has been a bit tense especially around me. I guess I am partly (or fully) to blame for that but Id never admit it.

I had forgotten the conversation I had with Stark when I first woke up so he had to tell me what happened to Peter again which I do feel partly guilty for because it did make him cry.

Speeking of Stark he isn't looking good. He's grown a lot thinner and can hardly walk. I did try to let him have all the food cause I'm not a monster- well I am but I can pretend I'm not.

He was recording a message for someone. Pepper I believe but I wasn't sure cause who would name their kid after a vegetable but maybe it was a nickname I don't know. Stark seemed to like nicknames considering the two he gave me. Well 3 now.

I watched him fall asleep as the recording stopped. I walked towards him and picked him up putting him on the chair where the pilot sat. I walked back and bumped into Nebula

"Loki?" "No" I kept walking "please can we talk?" I stopped and looked at her "what is there to talk about? The fact you and your sisters made bets on who could make me scream the loudest? Cause I really think we can leave it at that" "Loki I'm not that person anymore" "That doesn't change what happened, you still did it to me, that you still took my brother away from me, that you ruined my life!"

She tried to argue me again but we where blinded by this bright light. It formed into a person. She flew under the ship and I decided to go and check on her cause I don't trust this stranger.

I exited the ship and pulled myself down under the ship to her. She was moving the ship "How are you out here?" She asked "Who are you?" I asked ignoring her question "Right Captain America asked me to save you guys" "Captain America?" "Yeah"

I looked at her suspiciously at her before climbing back in the ship.

Reality then hit me like a truck. Im going back to the Avengers!? Crap! Thor might be dead and Peter is dead so other then kinda Stark no one knows I'm a different person! I am not going through with this again. Don't get me wrong I love lying but I'm just really not bothered too. I'm too tired.

We arrived back on midguard. Rogers, and blonde ran out. I assume Starks significant other.

Nebula helped Stark off the ship. Bitch. I rolled my eyes as she pretended to play good guy. I stayed in the ship but I heard Rogers call out my name. I peaked my head out and saw more had gathered.

"Are you still wearing your suit?" Banner asked me and I actually looked down to check. "Yeah seems like it"

I got off the ship and walked into the headquarters. Rogers gave me a blanket which I very kindly declined. See I'm not that bad.

That's when my eyes caught it, it was Thor, he was alive! He had short hair and looked depressed as ever, but alive!

I slipped into the room and sat beside him a bit awkwardly "I said I wanted to be alone!" Just the shock of seeing probably my favourite person at the moment caused me to put my head on his shoulder "Loki?" He sniffed "Your alive!?"

"I think so" he smiled and hugged me "Where have you been? We really could have used your help" It didn't sound mean or disappointed it sounded genuine. But I still answered vaguely "Getting up to mischief what else would you expect. Why what happened?"

"Thanos attacked us, he killed half of the Asgardians including Heimdall" "Why?" "Vallkryie stole the tesseract" "vallkryie? I thought they where all dead?" "This one wasn't"

I nodded kinda sitting up leaning on him a little less "I'm guessing you confronted him?" I nodded "How did that go" "not great but I was happy to have the chance to kill the guy who ruined my life even if I did fail" he massaged my shoulder.

I gritted my teeth. He either didn't notice or just didn't care. We both heard a bang and turned to the sound.

Stark was collapsed on the ground. Great.