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Chapter 13

Dr Banner arrived at the headquarters. I had been hiding in my room for the last few days

I was ashamed of showing such strong emotions in front of my former enemys. I couldn't even kill them. I've gone soft, soft gets you killed.

Banner sat on my bed across from me as I was sitting on a chair "I heard you went on a bit of a murder spree before having a breakdown" "Don't word it like that besides I haven't killed anyone yet" "right" he clicked his tounge.

"So why are you here? To mock me?" "No technically I'm here to help you but I'm not that kind of doctor" "Well to bad you can go then" "Loki I think you should go to a psych ward" "Why that's for mortals who can't handle emotions and I'm neither of those" "I know your not but I think it'll be good for you" "But-"

"Loki I am still your legal guardian and I am forcing you to go" "ah I see just throw that in my face why dont you" "I'm not throwing anything in your face Loki I'm just making sure your ok. Believe it or not you are- where like a son and a daughter to me"

"For the last time that wasn't me!" "You're stuck in the past Loki. Time has moved forward and so should you. Also your going" he was about to leave when I accidentally winced and he turned to me.

I was holding my stomach and his eyes went wide "How could I forget!?" He knelt down in-front of me "May I?" I nodded. I took a deep breath and pulled up my top. He touched my stomach "that's way to tender your gonna have to go to the hospital" "Banner like I said a year and a half ago I'm not going to the hospital"

"Loki there was a doctor who took care of you before and Tony has paid him to help you if ever needed" I tried to argue but the pain increases "Ok I'm booking you an appointment for tonight" "Banner!" He left the room

I banned my head against the wall behind me "Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid!" "You disappointed me Loki" I had my eyes close. I took a deep breath "you better not go to this psych ward! They'll get rid of me and you'll become weak!"

I huffed a sigh "I don't intend on going" I whispered "then don't!" I shook my head and picked up a book. I decided to read it was my only safe spot in the universe.

After a while my door opened and someone walked in. He pulled out a chair and sat beside me "What are you doing here brother?" He gently took my book off me trying to get my full attention. He did put his finger in my spot and slipped in a book mark.

"Loki?" "Yes Thor?" "Dr Banner has said he thinks you should go to one of those mortal hospital that help people mentally get better" I rolled my eyes "Of course he did, and let me guess you're here to try convince me to go? Well there's no need for that he's already forcing me to go as my legal guardian"

"Yeah but you have to be open to except help from the people in this hospital thing" "it's called a psych ward or a mental hospital Thor and no I'm not expecting help from those low lifes, I don't need help" "Loki you've had ADHD your whole life so even if you don't need help it might be worth wild for you to get some help with that"

"It doesn't effect me Thor, I can concentrate on stuff and it doesn't change my mood so I'm fine" "Loki" "Beside they're all probably full, a lot of people lost family because of Thanos and probably have depression" "right and your not depressed?" "No of course not I'm just you know, sad some times but that's normal"

"Loki you've been through hell and back, you've probably have suffered more then anyone else here I just think it might be worthwhiled for you to go there" "Thor your not changing my mind. Look it was nice of you to visit but you can go back to New Asgard they need their king"

He sighed and nodded before leaving "I can't force you to do anything, you're your own person now. It's just hard for me to accept that you're not my baby brother anymore" "Don't make it sentimental" he smiled and I smiled slightly back.

He left the room leaving me by myself again until Banner came back

Tony povs

I had got a call from Banner to come to avengers headquarters. My daughter had just been born so I really didn't want to leave Pepper but he mentioned Loki so I thought I should go.

I will admit that I wasn't always the nicest to Loki but he doesn't remember that so I feel like this could be a second chance to gain a closer relationship with him and besides everytime I see him he reminds me of Peter.

I owe Loki my life for helping Peter deal with his past and to hear he's not well and that I can help him makes me happy.

I pulled into the headquarters where Bruce was waiting. I got out of the car
and he called me over to him "How's your bar holding up?" I asked him. We had built him a bar at his house during the last year and when I say we I mean he did while I drank a lot and complained about Steve.

"Good yeah" "So where is Elsa is he ok?" "He's ok he's in hospital-" my eyes went wide "Did he relapse again!?" "No! God no hes had a really bad injury since he was last with Odin and as I went missing in space I was never able to do the surgery to fix it"

I nodded "ok so why am I here?" "I've decided that Loki needs seriously help and sending him to a psych ward would be a good idea" "Your his legal guardian so can't you make him go?" "I can but I need him to want to go"

"Then get Thor to convince him" "He tried but Thor can never convince Loki to do anything but you have in the past. And you and this Loki have a closer relationship" "What because I spent over 20 days with him isolated on a ship with him we're somehow close? Cause I must say he did a lot of hiding during that time only having brief conversations with him when he was helping fix the ship"

"Please Tony" "fine Brucie" I sighed and walked into the headquarters and up to Loki's room.

I opened the door and walked into the room. I sat on their chair. They had a small journal on their desk and a book with a book mark in it titled 'king lear' by Shakespeare.

I picked up the journal and looked in it. Their writing was more childish but still neat so Id assume it was from their childhood.

I put it down to not go through their personal stuff. I picked up the book and read the blurb. It sounded quite boring but Loki is old so they probably love Shakespeare. They where probably alive when Shakespeare was alive.

Thor came into the room "Loki loves Shakespeare" "You know what I can see that" I turned the chair around to face him "Why are you not back at New Asgard?" "I'm waiting to see if Loki is ok" I nodded "They will be their a fighter"

He nodded and sat down "Do you think this is a good idea?" "I'd like to think so but I know my brother won't be willing to accept help especially from mortals. No offence" "none taking, I wouldn't accept help either. It took me years to accept help for my PTSD and I am mortal. I also don't have an ego as big as theirs"

"Your egos are very close though" I rolled my eyes with a slight smile.

A/n
Ok I'm gonna be real with you im only sending Loki to a psych ward because I just watched 'takin over the asylum' but I really do think Loki needs therapy but it is gonna be a challenge me writing Loki's mental disorders and then dealing with it so sorry if I get anything wrong.