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Chapter 6

I arrived at Bruce Banners little like hospital wing thing. He saw me and got me to sit down.

"I'm fine.. papa I don't need to be here" Tony called him papa and Peter said he adopted me or something like that. "Bullshit"

I gasped "watch your language." He rolled his eyes. He put on his glasses "ok take off your top" "uhh.. no?" "Loki I will sedate you" "you could get get arrested for taking advantage of a minor while being unconscious"

"Loki!" "Fine" I took off my shirt. My stomach was bruised and I had a minor gash on my side. He touched my stomach "Your adomon is tender. This could be fluid build up or blood clots. It could be serious" "Like how serious?" "Like you could die serious. Have you been vomiting?"

I hesitated for a second before nodding. "Ok I'm gonna need to do an ultrasound too see the full extent of the damage" "and then what?" "If it's serious your gonna have to go too the hospital" "I'm not going to a hospital" "I know you have bad experience in hospitals but you'll have too" "I'm not going to a hospital, the end!"

"Fine, after I do an ultrasound you can leave. The wound should heal on its own and I'll do the surgery tomorrow depending on the results" I nodded

He gave me an ultrasound and pointed at the screen "Yeah that fluid, it's build up just here" he pointed at the screen "Yeah I can see that" he chuckled and turned off the monitor.

"You can leave now just come down here at the same time tomorrow unless the symptoms get worse." I nodded and put on my shirt.

I got off the bed table thing and left the room.

I walked towards where I was talking too Thor when I saw Steve and Wanda chatting through the door frame.

"Loki!" I stopped groaning, I turned on my heales facing them "Yep?" "Have you eaten today?" "No why?" Wanda shook her head disappointely "just make sure you do, ok?" "Ok?"

I continued walking when Wanda ran after me "Hey wait!" I rolled my eyes and looked at her "yes?"

"Why are you here?" "I don't know?" "Don't bullshit me" "Ok fine you want to know the truth little witch. I killed Odin unleashing Thanos. He is now after the infinite stones too attempt to kill half of humanity. I am here because Thor wants to protect me since Thanos really wants to kill me after I pissed him off after loosing two of the infinite stones"

"Is that true?" "That's your decision" I shrugged "ok say it is true then where would Thanos be right now?" "Getting the stones he can. Which is power and reality. He doesn't know where the soul stone is and the mind, space, and time are on earth so we have to make sure he doesn't get to them" "and your just gonna let the other people die?" "It's a small price to pay"

"I don't like this version of you" "well too bad cause this is me, real me" She tapped her foot "So what we just wait?" "Yeah pretty much" I shrugged "Loki!" "Hey it's not my fault" "it is your fault! Because of your stupidity if Thanos does get all the stone my stupid boyfriend will die!" "Wait the toasters your boyfriend?" "Loki!"

"Look I'm sorry my attempt didn't work, I'm sorry your stupid Avenger friends took the stones, and I'm sorry I killed my father who abused me my entire life but trust me when I say that if I never existed Thanos would have still wanted the stones and would have got to them eventually anyway"

I tried to walk away "Have you thought about that a lot?" "Pardon?" My voice was a lot more gentle then I would have liked "If you never existed" "Yeah but so does everybody" I shrugged "but I do exist and your just gonna have to put up with that. Now can I leave?" She nodded

I walked further down the hall when Peter ran into me hugging me "uhh Peter?" I had my hands in the air with a face of disgust but I secretly enjoyed the warm embrace.

He stepped back "I'm sorry Lo..-Loki." "You better be" I shoved him to the side walking past him. I contiplated looking behind at him but carryed on walking. I felt Peter looking into the back of my head.

I walked back to Thor "Can we please leave?" "Loki." "How would you feel you couldn't remember the last 4 years of your life?! That these strangers who you tried to kill and tried to kill you are suddenly super kind to you but your not even the person they want you to be! So you have to act like a different person just do they don't try to kill you again or lock you up!" "Loki I understand why you mad-"

"Do you cause I don't think you do! I can't just walk around here acting like this is my home!" "Loki..." He put my hand on my shoulder "Don't touch me!" I was glaring at him with a killer expression "Loki your eyes" my breath got caught in my throat as I ran away again cause thats all I'm apparently good at.

I ran back to the bathroom and looked in the mirror, my eyes where glowing green. "No no no no" I fell to my knees and my sedir burst around me.

When I woke up the bathroom was on fire. That hasn't happened in a while.

I got up and Peter ran in "Loki?!" I was now sitting on my knees and smiling to myself "You know I'm the God of mischief, chaos, lies. But also fire yet I'm a frost giant which means Im sensitive to fire. It's a bit conderdictory isn't it?" I used my magic to make the fire disappear.

I heard Peter whisper "wow" as I stood up "Anyway did you want to tell me something?" "No I was just-" "Ok then Peter...?" "Parker" "But I really must go yell at my brother some more so bye bye" I shoved past him leaving the room "Why are you scared of connection?" I stopped but didn't look at him

"What do you mean?" "You wont even try talk to me or anyone else, you just shut us down. The only person you talk to is Thor. So what are you so afraid of?" I didn't answer "What are you so afraid of!?" "Myself!"

I was now looking at him "I'm a monster right? And subsequently because of that I'm gonna be the reason you all die and I don't want to get to know you or whatever we where because I don't want to loose that"

I walked towards him "Look Peter I'm sure I loved you a lot and I'm sure you loved me but I can't be the person you love, the person you loved is in your memorys only. They're dead Peter"

His eyes teared up as I turned away "I bet we where fun" I felt him smile slightly "We where" I walked to the door of the bathroom "Maybe when Thanos does come we can fight... Together..."

"Yeah maybe"