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Chapter 16

1 year time skip
(Best not to question it)

Ok so quick recap cause a year I must admit is a big jump. I started hanging out with Campbell, Fergus, and Rosaline. I still wasn't verrryy interested in the whole radio station thing but I enjoyed listening to midguardian music for the most part.

The voice in my head has come up accidentally in one of the therapy sessions so now we're working on that and he is not happy about that.

Me and Campbell have had a few fights but I think he can count as my second ever actual friend.

I have only relapsed once since I got here and it turns out Jotuns can be sedated so I better be careful of that. I've been eating a bit more as well which is apparently good but I can't say the food here is particularly good.

Campbell got introduced to Lady Loki and he was really supportive and Rosaline gave me one of her dresses that she didn't like because she didn't know where it came from. It was red so I didn't particularly like it either but I wore it to make her happy.

Ok so now that you're caught up we're gonna actually start this chapter of the book!

I was heading to a therapy session thingy when I walked past the radio station. I saw Campbell sitting by himself kinda Rocking back and forwards not doing anything.

I walked into the room "Campbell?" He didn't seem to hear me so I walked closer to him "Bain?" I put my hand on his shoulder and he jumped slightly. He then turned to me with a massive smile.

"I'm glad someones here I've just been so excited about this performance to gain money for the mental health week event and have had no one to talk to about it! Do you reckon we'll make a bit of money? I hope so! We should right?! We did last time! You weren't there but it was a big success! Scotland has never been the most supportive to mental health but they absolutely loved the event! We even had a game where they had to guess which one is a loonie! Do you reckon we should bring that back?! We probably should!"

He was speaking so fast that it was kind of turning into one big blurred ramble. "Campbell are you ok?" "Ay of course I am! I'm really excited you know" "yeah I can tell"

He started bouncing on his chair "I have to go Campbell I have to go do a therapy thingy" he nodded.

I started leaving when he said "You know your Scottish accent is really coming in" "oh shut up" he laughed and I finished leaving the room.

I saw Fergus in the hall so I walked towards him "Fergus can you keep an eye on Campbell please he's acting a bit strange" "he always acts strange" "I know but this is different I think he might be having a manic episode" "but he's taking his meds-" "Can you just keep an eye on him please" he nodded.

I thanked him before continuing the walk "your so polite it's pitiful" "Get it out of your system if this works you'll be gone forever" I probably looked a bit mad talking to myself but that didn't concern me cause everybody is mad here.

"And you think this mere mortal can get rid of me?" "Probably not but I have magic on my end which should help" "I'm a part of you Loki!" "Shouting? You really are getting desperate"

"why don't my words affect you anymore!" "Cause I've heard it a thousand times and accepted that I'm weak and puny" "Your therapist won't like that" "Then let's just keep it between us"

I walked into the room "Your late Loki" "Am I? I had no idea" I replied sarcastically. I sat down on the chair "I was just talking to Campbell" "Well that explains it"

She got up from behind her desk and moved to the chair beside my chair. She put her hand on my hand and a light spark came from my hand giving her an electric shock "Wow How'd that happen?" "What happened?" "Nothing" she wasn't touching me now.

"Ok I need you to close your eyes" I looked at her suspiciously "I'm not gonna touch you" I kept looking at her suspiciously but closed my eyes anyway.

"You obey her so easily" "Ok I need you too focus on him, on his voice" I took a deep breath

I saw a white flash

I opened my eyes and saw me looking back at myself "Wow" he looked at me confused "What?" "I just didn't expect you to look exactly like me" "Well I didn't expect you to be so stupid leaving your body defenceless but here we are"

I sneered "you underestimate me darling I cast a protection spell before I did this little thing cause I don't trust her" "at least you haven't lost that" he walked towards me till we where mere inches apart

"But you will loose the best part of you if you get rid of me" "That's very narastistic of you" "We are narastistic" "Right of course so that means I don't care about your feelings"

He sniggered "You really want to be a hero don't you?" I shook my head taking a step towards him glaring into his eyes "I don't want to be hero. I'm a villain but I want to be a villain for a reason. You make me weak. When I kill because you make me I feel guilty and regret it but when I kill I don't and I think that makes me stronger then the two of us"

"You can't get rid of me. You'll realise how lonely you truely are. You'll have no one when your by yourself. The silence will be deafening" I stabbed him in the stomach "Well too bad I'm impulsive then" he wheezed as he fell to the ground.

"You have no idea what this will cause to you" I stood on his leg "well too bad you won't be there to find out" I twisted the knife in his stomach feeling a sharp pain in my head. "What is that it a bit of a headache?"

He shook his head slowly laughing. He laughed and he laughed hysterically until he eventually died off leaving me alone in the void.

I took a deep breath and focused on waking up.

A/n:
I'm sorry there was a bit of Scottish stereotyping but I will remind anyone who is Scottish that is reading this. This part is based on 'Takin' over the asylum' a 1995 6 episode series so a lot of the characters from the show that's in this are based off that so again I'm sorry if I offended anyone.