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Chapter 19

Half a year later. Loki POV

Got to love these time skips. It's not like nothing happened just this is far more interesting then anything else and this was a big turning point of this place in my life.

After my near death experience me and Campbell became even closer and ms Brady has actually been trying to protect me from the other workers and patients. I guess once she came to terms that I'm the same person she's been working with before it was fine that I murdered a few thousand people.

Me and Campbell where on are way to bed when I accidentally walked into this tall man. He was slightly taller then me maybe Thor's hight, maybe even taller then Thor.

"Hey clown you stepped on my foot" I looked up at him "I'm sorry I promise any physical contact was completely accidental" "Right I bet you were trying to steal something you little snake" "That's a puny task I usually aim for bigger" I grinned up at him and I felt Campbell grab my arm gently.

"Right cause murder is more up your alley" "well then you know then that I can easily murder you" "You don't scare me" I smiled at him "is that so?" "Loki we should be going" "Yeah Loki go with you little boyfriend"

"Is that supposed to be insulting?" I asked him "being gay is an insult to humanity and you happen to be a gay mentally ill psychotic murder" "well thank goodness I'm not human then and me being gay is probably my best factor"

He slammed me against the wall next to us in the tiny hall. My sedir was dancing around my fingers. "Let him go!" "Shut up your next you maniac" "These insults are far from on the ball" he shoved me harder into the wall.

"I don't see why someone like you would hang around someone like him. He's absolutely crazy. He almost killed his dad because he was manic and himself multiple times. He deserves to be alone. Loki we can be a team. They'll fear us here instead of them seeing you weakly just cause he is" I used my magic make him float against the wall "he is not weak darling and he's far from mad. I actually killed my father unlike him and I'd much rather be a team with someone who likes me then you!"

He strained against the wall as I walked towards him holding my arm Infront of me to really keep him him there "Trust me when I say this but you really don't want to make a enemy out of me!" "You are the monster people say you are!" He shrieked.

I just pushed him further into the wall until the wall started to crack. Ms Brady walked into the hall "Loki!" I looked at her "Put him down" she kinda just sounded fed up with my behaviour which was something I wasn't used too.

I dropped him and he ran away whimpering. She dragged me and Campbell into her office sitting us down "Loki you do know you're making it impossible to protect you" "I know" "then why do it" "he was protecting me" Campbell cut in.

"Well that's definitely character development" "Thanks I guess" "I have a question for you Loki what is the thing you really want to get out of your experience here"

I looked at her confused at the sudden topic change "what do you mean?" "Well we've been primarily working on your borderline personality disorder but you've had time to think so what do you really want now?"

Campbell at this point was sitting very awkwardly now that she was just talking to me but this was a tradition as we both just appeared in each other's sessions.

"My identity I guess" "break that down for me?" "I want to know who I am. I've always been, the god of mischief, the god of chaos, god of lies but these have been titles given to me but I want to figure out who I am and what I want" "You want a new title?" Campbell asked "I just want to be more than an untrustworthy snake that kills in their free time"

"Well do you want to be. A hero?" I scoffed "no" they where both confused and quite frankly so was I. "Ok so what do you want then?" "Not to be alone mainly, just to sort of not be hated by people who I don't want to hate me but I always want people who I don't like to fear me" "you are so complicated" I looked at Campbell "I know right! I have no idea how I've lasted over 1000 and am still this confused about who I am and who I want to be!"

I heard running and turned to the door "Loki pay attention-" "Wait" we all started listening until we heard more running but this time multiple feet. I walked over to the door "What's happening?" "Fergus".

I ran through the hall with Campbell and ms Brady. We ran up the stairs of the tower in the building. I was now ahead of everyone else. I saw him standing on the window still. He looked at me numbly and just said "Don't save me" before stepping off.

I ran over to the window still but he had already hit the ground. I gasped "No!" Everyone else made it but I didn't look at them. I had one singular tear in my eyes as I stared down at him. His bones in his right arm were broken in 3 spots looking like a capital M. His left leg was the wrong way along his side. There was a puddle of blood around his head.

Campbell came up beside me and gasped. He started crying before grabbing me and pinning me to the wall. I was strong enough to stop him but I didn't want to. "Why didn't you save him?! Why didn't you save him like you saved me!?" "Campbell" Ms Brady said calmly approaching us.

We were both breathing deeply as we stared at each other. I had more tears welling in my eyes. He looked at her then looked at me "You should have done more" before leaving. I hit my head against the wall behind me. "Loki..." I looked at her slightly "Don't listen to him he's just upset" I just hummed looking away my eyes catching the window still "Loki maybe you should leave" I looked at her again "He can't lose anyone else" she's learned to be straight up with me because I'll annoy them if they round about it and put in layers.

She put her hand on my arm gently and brought me down the stairs past everyone up there. We made it down and she brought me into her office "I think you should stay here for tonight" I nodded glumly sitting on her couch. She smiled sadly before leaving.

An:
That's right I killed Fergus. A character i don't think anyone cared about or even remembered but I loved him in 'takin' over the asylum' so of course I had to kill him.