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chapter 15

Peters POV (yeah that's right)

I sat up in this kind of orange looking world. I saw this man just standing in the distance. He looked old, he had sort of grey hair and a beard.

"Peter?" I shuffled back as he walked towards me "W-who are you?" He got even closer to me and I quickly stood up.

He walked right up to my face "Kid it's me" "Dad...?" He nodded and I quickly turned around tears forming in my eyes. I felt him putting his hand on my shoulder and I quickly turned around grabbing him.

He held me as I sobbed not allowing me to move "You left me alone! I was homeless for months while you just hid!" "Kid I didn't know that-" "Of course you didn't cause you don't care about anyone but yourself!"

Tears were pouring down my face as I tried to get out of his grasp until I finally broke free "I need to get out of here. I need to find Loki and Mr Stark and-!" "Peter I think we're dead..."

I shook my head "no we can't be dead where's may and Ben and mother?! Also you wouldn't be here you would be in hell you baster!"

I sensed someone behind me and I shot a web at them. I could see him wave through my blurred vision "Dr Strange?" He nodded. I walked towards him "What happened? Why did you give up the stone?"

My voice was all wobble still "I had to its the only way we could win" "are we dead?" "Yes and no. If they do what they have to do we'll only be dead for 5 years" "and if they don't?" "I'm sorry" he turned away

Loki POV
A month later

I was sitting in a small room. It had a desk with 1 chair on one side and two on the other and the wall was lined with books mainly about different mental illnesses.

The woman sitting across from me pushed up her glasses as she read my file. This is very puny indeed.

"So Loki... How has your time been here so far?" "Boring" I replied shortly "Really? It looked like you a Campbell get along?" "I mean he's ok, he's not half as boring as anyone else but that doesn't make this place any better"

"I thought you wanted help?" "I'm a lier darling you should know that about me" she took off her glasses and slid the file over to me.

I picked it up "Loki Banner? Come on" "that's not your name?" "Let's go with for argument sake it is" I flipped through the pages "unpredictable? unsobordenet? Ignorent? Come on is thats the terms they used?" She nodded.

"Might try to kill someone? That's a bit harsh now if I was to kill someone I'd succeed" "well we better hope you don't want to" "Well you can start by getting me out of this place and back..
back to my parents"

She fake laughed before taking the file off me "Kill her" said the voice in my head not her. I leaned back in the chair with my feet on the desk "Im a mentally ill patient darling I wouldn't test me" "If you try hurt me you will be restrained and sedated" "and you think that will help people get better? No wonder Campbell Rosaline and Fergus are still here"

She stood up before saying "I have to get something I'll be back in a minute" she left.

"Really you threatened her but didn't do it? She's mortal" I rolled my eyes taking my feet off the desk "if you can gain control of my body then feel free to do whatever you want until then your words mean nothing"

He was silent for a second before replying "I have more control over you then you have over yourself and you don't even realise it" I stood up taking a deep breath before walking over to the book shelf.

I picked up a book that read 'schizophrenia' so I picked it up and started reading it "sounds like us doesn't it?" "No we're just mad"

I put the book back and the door opened. Dr Bradley the woman who was talking to me came in followed by Campbell "I didn't know they did group therapy here?" "It's not group therapy you're just ignorant as hell"

"Oooo. Do you talk to all patients like that?" "Not all patients are you" I nodded with my eyebrows raised "so what is Campbell doing here?" "Maybe you'll drop a bit of your attitude so that he'd actually like you"

"So you're using me to get through to him?" "That's horrible darling" he nodded "No that's not what I'm doing" I nodded humming sarcastically

"Sit down the two of you" we both sat down. Well when I say both I mean I sat down while Campbell ran and jumped onto the chair sitting on his hunkers.

"So what have you two been up to the last month" "ay lots of stuff! Loki is really cool!" I looked at him conflicted "We've hardly been near each other?" "And you expect me to believe you?" She asked in an all too familiar voice.

"No of course not but I should be use to that by now no one does, but your gonna have to believe me from now on aren't you" "he's telling the truth though! We Still had fun though" his accent is strong.

I looked at him again and smiled slightly. He's so happy and positive even though his life has been flipped upside and is locked in this crack shack.

My leg was bouncing at 100 miles per hour if you could count that as... Excitement? I don't know

She looked at me her face all serious which did scare me a little I must admit "What do you want to gain from your time her Loki?" I looked at Campbell who was looking at me his expression not as bright.

"I want... Umm I want... I don't want anything" "Try again" "I want to get my head straight" "I believe that but I think there's something bigger" "I don't want to be so miserable" "Loki come on"

this time Campbell asked me "What do you want Loki?" "I don't want to be alone. I want my brother to like me, I want friends!" I kinda snapped but I could feel the tears welling in my eyes

"Then why push away Campbell, push away me" "because my father always said that I'm worthless, a disappointment okay! I don't want people to know that version of me" "So you present yourself as this fake version of you because your father who abused you your entire life said you where worthless?"

"I know it sounds stupid but true. I mean I'm not all fake just maybe not as much of a jackass as I pretend to be" "then why pretend to be a jackass?"

"Because my brother was and father loved him. He's not anymore though but Odin is dead so he doesn't have to live up to his standards anymore either"

I felt a hand on my leg stopping my bouncing leg. I looked at Campbell again "Don't tell anybody about this!" "Ay but no one cares here"

A/n:
Tooootaly didn't partly base the therapy scene on that moment between Loki and slyvie in season 2 episode 5 of Loki that came out 2 days ago I don't know why you'd suggest that. For a bit of an idea of what the fuck is happening Loki is still fresh after new york and I did take him down the anti-hero path that he will begin in the dark world but now he's turning into the Loki from the Loki series but still with his anti-hero tendencies. And you see the only reason Loki is actually in therapy cause I needed him to do something during the blip/snap instead of building up a relationship with any of the avengers so yeah 😁👍