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Chapter 11

They thought of a plan. It wasn't a great plan but it was definitely a plan.

We where in the newly fixed ship done by the rabbit? Racoon? I Don't know "Ok hands up if you've never been in space?" Only this guy in an ironman suit put his hand up "Bifrost travel doesn't count" Thor added.

Rogers, and Romanoff had their hands up now aswell "You better not throw up in my ship."

We arrived at this plant. It was bare, no one lived there anymore. Captain Marvel flew over. Oh apparently that's her name "no weapons, no army, no ship, no defences of any kind, it's just him" I heard Nebula say "And that's enough"

We landed and very sneakily (dramatically) captured him. Thor chopped off his hand and the glove slid to the ground. The rabbit picked it up "It's empty". Everything zoned out as I focused my attention on him.

I fought him, we have him captured, why am I still so scared of him. His eyes caught mine and he smiled "Loki the snake" "Watch your tongue" Thor hissed "Why don't you tell these poor people the truth, stop pretending to be someone your not" "Shut up" Thor hissed again.

"No it's fine I want to hear what he has to say" "Good, You say I ruined your life, that I made you the way you are but the truth is it was you, you are a villain, you can pretend to be a hero but you know your a villain so stop lying to everyone who trust you, stop lying to yourself cause you think it will make things better but it doesn't, you just make everything worse, for the Avengers, for Thor, for your mother" I took a deep breath "Your the problem Loki"

I smiled "Thank you Thanos, truly" I walked towards him "You know what though I think your right, I am a villain, I mean he knows" I pointed my head at Thor "It's the real me" I leaned over him glaring at him "and maybe I should give you a taste of the real me, the part I've been keeping buried down"

I grinned and used my magic to bring Stormbreaker too my hand out of Thor's and chopped his head off.

I took a deep breath as a tear fell from my eye "Loki...? What did you do?" Thor answered for me "He went for the head" I stood up straight again and gave Thor Stormbreaker back.

Natasha came up behind me as we walked back to the ship "What did he mean your lying to us?" "You trust a guy that murdered trillions?" "I trust that you've been acting different" she stopped me "Look I adopted you I can tell when somethings wrong-" "Your not my mother Nat she's dead! You don't know anything about me!" "Then tell me"

I smirked."Your good" I turned to everyone who I could hear chattering about what just happened "Everybody! I am not the Loki you know! I got my memories of my time with you all erased and the memories of after I was 14 brought back!" "So your the old Loki?" "Spot on! So do what you want with that, kill me, lock me up, leave me here, I don't care" there was a lot of silence as we all just stood there.

Thor came up to me and rubbed my arm "I'm sorry I made you lie and you don't make everything worse for me and you definitely didn't for mother" I nodded not fully believing him "Let's just get you home" Rogers said

Home? Funny word that is? I don't feel like I've had a home in years, like I said before everywhere feels forine, feel not right but yet all I want to do is get off this damn planet and go back to the the headquarters.

I really hoped that maybe a little bit of the love they showed me when I was pretending to be someone else would still be there, but that was just wishful thinking really.

We headed back to the headquarters and I got seated on the chair when everyone else sat and stood around me "I'm getting serious Deja vu" I tried to joke but no one found it amusing.

Thor sat next to me clearly not being in on what was about to happen. "Loki.." I rolled my eyes "Just get on with it Rogers" he nodded "umm we have decided that it might be a good idea to put you in a cell- For a week at most! We just need to know if we can trust you" "Your wasting your time then cause I'm a lier and that isn't changing"

"But I've seen you, I've lived with you, I know you can be a good person" "The Loki you knew wasn't me. He went through shit but what I had to go through" I whisled being dramatic as always "Will never compare. They where innocent, I'm not"

"But Loki you could be the good guy you can change" I shook my head "I don't want to change Romanoff so I'm sorry if I'm not that sweet little kid but that's just something you're gonna have to live with" she looked slightly upset.

"We'll still be locking you up though" Steve said "I've seen people spiral and you look on the verge of it and I can't have you hurting yourself or anyone else" "Spiralling?" "Yeah"

"Your not locking my baby brother up" Thor spoke firmly. Baby brother really? You couldn't say younger brother or brother or just you know, my name? "Thor I'm sorry" "No! He's not being locked in a cell again!" He? That feels wrong, Lovley.

"I don't want him to be either but its for his safety!" "No it's for your own safety you sel.." the world zoned out as I got lost in thought before I got snapped back to reality by my name being called.

"Hmm yeah?" "Are you ok?" I nodded. I wispered to Thor "Can you stop using he him on me it's making me feel a bit uncomfortable" "of course what shall I use?" "They them is that ok?" "Of course" I smiled slightly before bringing myself back to the eyes on me "I'll stay in prison for a week" they nodded.

They stood up and Steve got me to follow him. He took me to a glass cell not too dissimilar to the one I was locked in before.

I got in and he locked the door. Before he left I asked him one last question "Who's the person I remind you of?" "Just an old friend of mine" I nodded.