chaptet five

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"I found about it - the cancer - just before I met up with you and Bryan for the first time. Right before we announced my digital escape. But I didn't want to tell anybody. I already had thousand of people feeling sorry for me about what I went through a few years ago. I didn't want this to add to it. I didn't want to tell you, because we hadnt even started dating yet. I didn't know if I could trust you. I only told Bryan because my mom had called Bryan, and talked to him about it without myconsent." I ground, and johnnie grabbed my hand access the table, staring at me.

"That last time I was here, I had gotten some news about it. I had missed a lot of treatment in order to come here. It had gotten bad. I felt blike it was over. That there was nothing in could do. So I flew to LA, encourage Jordan and Alex to come over so I could see them, and then end it. I didn't see a light at the end of the title. But right at that last moment, when Jordan walked in and saw me like that, I felt so ashamed. It all came spilling out that night at the hospital. I'm sorry for waiting to tell you. By that time, you had been dealing with too much, and i didn't want to be putting that burden on you and the others. On the fans. I thought it would be ileft."

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