secrets (johnnie guilbert and kyle david hall kohnnie)

chapter 13

hot, sweaty flesh, colliding, loving words whispered in the dark. johnnies hands touching me in places nobody has before. heavy breaths filling the room.

I sat up quickly, gasping. that dream had felt so real. I looked down, realizing I was sporting a throbbing erection.

"ugh, really?" I sighed, laying back down. after a few minutes, I stood, walking into the bathroom to take a cold shower.

 after several minutes of it not helping, I rested back against the wall, and sighed. I jumped when shower curtain was pulled back, and went to cover myself, but then I noticed it was johnnie. he stood there already nude. he chuckled, and hopped into the shower, wrapping his arms around me and attacking me with his mouth. he kissed my lips, my cheek, my jaw, my collar bones, and chest. he covered my upper body in wet, open mouthed kisses, while caressing my still sore butt, and getting on his knees. once face-to-face with my erection, he looked up at me, a seductive smirk splayed across his lips. he then kissed the head of my throbbing dick, before wrapping his warm mouth around it.

I panted, grabbing at his hair. he knew just how to work his mouth, to make me squirm.

"ahh shit." I moaned out, thrusting against his mouth. he grabbed my hips, and pushed me against the wall. he was in complete control. I could feel him chuckle on my erection, and my hips bucked involuntarily.

"please." I begged, running my hands through his wet hair, as the water was falling overtop of us. I could feel the pleasure building up inside of me, and my moans increased. I was so close to cumming, and when he smacked my ass once, I came.

"fuck shitfuckfckfuck." I slurred through my moans, thrusting into his mouth as I came. he didn't stop me this time, just gagged and caressed my stinging arse.

after coming down from my high, I pulled johnnie up from the floor kissing him roughly, not caring about the taste of my own cum in his mouth. I chuckled, feeling his now hard dick against my thigh. he picked me up, and wrapped my leg around his waist, grinding against me. it wasn't long before I was hard again.

"shit." he grunted.

"ugh." I moaned. "just do it." he chuckled, before sliding his dick inside me.

I winced, still sore from the day before, but soon I was writhing and moaning against johnnie, and scratching at his pale back. the sounds of our grunts and moans filled the room, until finally, we both came, and stood in the shower together for a few more minutes, calming ourselves, and then washing our bodies slowly. he loved each others bodies, and it was hard not to attack each other and go at it again.

the next few weeks continued on the same way. sex, pennyboarding, and preparing for the others to come visit. every two weeks, I would have to go to the hospital, to get a check up, and to clear any of the fluid building in my lungs. the next thing I knew, two months had past, and the day after Halloween, our friends started flying in. we had to leave to get to the airport at 7 in the morning. Jordan would be flying in first, as he had left early in the morning on Halloween. the others would be coming later in the day.

me and johnnie had a helluva time getting up, as my ass was hurting badly after an extremely rough and needy night. bryan kept teasing us, talking about how we were like rabbits, and needed to calm down and eat some carrots. I found it amusing, but johnnie was just plain ignored, so I didn't laugh very much.

"oh, come on babe. hes just joking." I told johnnie as we hopped in the car.

"yeah babe. im just joking." bryan chuckled from the front.

"oh, shut up, dude."

the car ride was full of jokes and yelling, and me and johnnie kissing, but when we arrived at the airport, and I saw Jordan standing on the side of the parking garage, I went quiet. he was smiling widly, but it faltered a bit when he saw me sitting in the back seat, wrapped in johnnies arms.

"hey bryan." he grinned, getting in the front seat. they were extremely close. after having spent two months together on tour - which resulted in them kissing on camera - people had started to ship them together. we all knew they had feelings for each other, but had yet to admit it.

Jordan turned to face us. "hey lil' bros." he smiled, hugging us both over the seat, before putting his seat belt on.

"hi." I spoke softly.

Jordan smiled sadly at me. "how are you kyle?" he questioned. "i mean, after last time..." he trailed off.

"im doing much better." he didn't look as if he believed me. "i promise. I was having a rough time then. im much happier now."

"okay."

johnnie  caressed my cheek with his hand, and kissed me softly.

"so I see you guys are still going strong." Jordan chuckled as bryan parked the car. we were planning on waiting at the food court for the others. jeydon and alex were arriving at the same time, so we were planning on splitting up to go get them.

"yeah." johnnie grinned, holding my hand. "were doing better then ever." I blushed.

he gasped. "you guys didn't!" he laughed. "oh my god, did you?"

"that's none of your business, sweeto." johnnie chuckled.

"they did." bryan whispered in his ear, before proceeding to mimic me, moaning out johnnies name in  a high pitched voice.

"shut up." I mumbled, resting my head on johnnies shoulder as we sat at the food court. I was on johnnies lap, and he had his arms wrapped around me.

It was a while before bryan finally stopped mimicking me. I wanted to punch him so hard by that point.

"fuck you, stars." johnnie grumbled, turning me around on his lap, so that my legs were wrapped around him. I nuzzled my head into his shoulder, and smiled as he rubbed my back with his hand.

"so what do you guys want to eat?" bryan asked.

"ill just have a veggie burger." johnnie exclaimed. "and a coke."

"ill have the same." I stated.

"okay." bryan and Jordan walked off to get the food, and I looked up at johnnie, kissing him lightly.

"i love you." I mumbled.

"i love you too."

about an hour, we decided to all split up to go find jeydon and alex. bryan and johnnie were going to get alex, and me and Jordan were going to go find jey. neither of their flights were arriving for another half hour, but we decided to split up early. I hoped that Jordan wouldn't want to talk about what happened last time we saw each other, but I knew that he would.

"bye babe. see you In a bit." johnnie stated, kissing me gently before walking off with bryan.

me and Jordan walked off, making our way to the terminal where jeydon will exit the plane, and taking a seat on an empty bench. it wasn't long before Jordan started talking about what happened.

"man, I never thought you would do anything like that. you seemed perfectly fine kyle. why didn't you tell us that you felt that way? you couldve talked to us." he was frowning deeply.

"i know Jordan." I turned to look at him. "things were just becoming to hard for me. I didn't feel as if I would ever be fully happy again."

he sighed. "i know you were having a hard time. with all of the drama, and your  cancer. but you still could've came to us. we were - and still are - all here for you."

"i know that Jordan. but I got help, okay? im doing much better now. im happy here in la, and im happy doing youtube."

"i know youre happy now." he paused. "but that night, when I walked into the bathroom, to see you like that... covered in your own blood, I felt so selfish. we all did. you were struggling, and we ignored you. just kept going as if everything was okay."

I smiled sadly. "you guys weren't being selfish. I just wasn't telling you guys everything that I knew I should. its not your fault." I reached over, hugging him tightly. "im happy now."

"i know." he smiled, hugging me back tightly. "now lets just enjoy these next few weeks, eyh?"

"yeah."

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