I need distraction in order to function right now. I hate being left alone in my dark room bc then I get all depressed and I start hating myself and I feel terrible and I hate feeling this way. I need an escape. I need a. Distraction. And so I've found myself preoccupying myself with these like hanging out with people, band practice, school, shopping, reading. I can't be in this house right now.
It's suffocating
It's depressing
It's honestly kind of scary being by myself again. I hate it.
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