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seungmin was

jooyeon changed the username from 'ok' to 'seungmin was'

jooyeon
seungmin was.

jungsu
seungmin was what

jooyeon
seungmin was.

jiseok
hi guys

hyeongjun
yayy jiseok is back

gunil
5/6 of the hoes are here

jiseok do you know what happened to seungmin??

like he aint texting the whole week already

not even reading the messages

jungsu
its giving that one week joo randomly disappeared because a car hit him

jooyeon
SHUT UP HELLO??

jiseok
hes fine

i think?

gunil
you think??

hyeongjun
did something happen?? like you two seem distant suddenly

jiseok
...

lets just say something happened

we both made some mistakes and stuff

jungsu
dont tell me you cheated...

jiseok
no omg?? im the last person who would ever cheat ong

gunil
but now im fr concerned about seungmin

he doesn't even go to school

is he sick?

jungsu
idk but he would have told us right??

hyeongjun
maybe it rlly does relate to the thing that happened between jiseok and seungmin

did you guys break up??

jiseok
no

its just

i dont know

jooyeon
wanna tell us what happened??

jiseok
yall would call me dramatic for it so idk

jungsu
nah we wont dw

if u dont wanna tell us thats fine too okay ??

jiseok
alright so

where do i begin

like my birthday

yk seungmin visited me right??

hyeongjun
oh god this cant end well

jiseok
and like

he was baking a cake for me to help me with my first step in recovery (yes guys im anorexic haha what a surprise)

jungsu
...

jiseok
and then we were kissing each other everything was chill and nice and stuff

then my father entered

you must know that my father is the most homophobic person you can encounter

and of course he saw that.. so he took me to the living room and started beating me (yes my father likes to beat his own son up lol now yall know)

seungmin heard that and when i got out of the room i saw him leaving

of course i ran after him i mean i didnt understand why he was leaving out of a sudden

he said he doesnt want to be the reason i get abused at home...

and left

we havent talked ever since

and man i do miss him like crazy

i ended up throwing the cake away i mean im definitely not gonna eat a whole ass cake on my own but now i feel guilty for doing that

gunil
.. im literally speechless

jungsu
same??? thats so??

im sorry??

jiseok
but please dont blame seungmin for any of that

he has his own background and reasons..

jooyeon
dw bro

this sounds so complicated?? im so sorry u two have to go through this??

jiseok
i mean im fine (no)

idc if im close to dying because of my father as long as im with seungmin i'd take any punch or whatever (idc how cheesy that sounds)

hyeongjun
did you try reaching out for him again??

jiseok
i did

but he doesn't answer

he doesn't even read the messages

im so scared

what if he did something to himself??

jungsu
its okay,, i promise seungmins fine

its probably a lot to process for him so he needs a break from everything

jiseok
i mean youre right

but i miss him so much its literally insane

he made feeling sick better

i really hope he is okay guys...