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Yesterday

Because who he was then isn't who he is now

yall i got nostalgic. i was watching tmnt 2012 a lil while ago and then samseaa drops a leo chapter and said lemme write a tmnt 2012 fic but also continuing the alphabet i missed. again these will drop randomly please no expectations.
also it's angst cause yeah

Warning(s): angst, death mention, mild language

 also it's angst cause yeah•Warning(s): angst, death mention, mild language•

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Things can change.
People.
Seasons.
Our lives as we know it.

The one person I didn't expect to change is my boyfriend, Mikey. At least he was. Or still is. Things are pretty unclear between us.

Maybe it isn't unclear and I read the situation wrong? I don't want us to be over. There's no reason to. We were good.

My heart is heavy as I closed the door on my way out. As I turn towards the elevators a rough voice flood my ears. "You going to see him?"

I know that voice anywhere. One that was absent the day before.

"Now you show up?"

Raph grunts in disappointment I assume. My body feels frozen, a slight shake in fear. I have no courage in my bones to turn around and face him without crying. A shaking breath flows out of me. I tried steadying it but my blurry vision made it difficult for me to focus.

"Answer me, Y/n. Why are you trying to see him?"

"I need to. You wouldn't know that," I sneer, frowning as the moments of the day before flashes in my head.

"It's too soon." I inhale sharply at his comment. I think he heard it because he walks towards me with heavy steps. He stops directly behind me, a sigh of fatigue flowing out of him. The silence is beginning to suffocate me but I have no words for him.
His sais clank against each other echoing the hallway. He is trying to distract himself more than he is trying to stop me. He clears his throat before saying: "You need time."

"You don't know what I need," I respond sharply and quickly. I'm not a cold person. So why am I being cold? I feel the anger in me banging through my chest, rippling throughout my body like a big stone in a small pond. I close my eyes to concentrate myself; a small meditation I learned from Mikey. "I need to see him."

"Why?"

The question starts to ring in my head. Why do I want to see him?

Then I suddenly see yesterday and the faults and the sorrows.

I know why.
I'm his girlfriend.

"You weren't there."

"You don't think it kills me that I wasn't there?! Leo is already giving me shit for it." I hear him choking a sob. "I should've been there. Y/n will hurt yourself if you go see him. Literally." he warns, his tone dropping to a point where it draws shivers down my spine. "You know what can happen."

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