Keep Me Next To You (A Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

Feelings Suck

He doesn't know how he feels... Well then...

I don't know how I feel... I guess we are even.

 I smiled at Niall, "I think I'm going to try and sleep now."

He smiled back at me, "Sounds like a plan."

**

The whole night I was tossing and turning and not being able to sleep. It was perfectly horrible. When the clock struck 7:00 am, I decided that I better do something with my time. Anything was better than laying in bad and thinking. Somethines we all just need to stop thinking.

Especially thinking about feelings.

So I grabbed my laptop and went to the living room. I curled up with a blanket and started to type. I really needed to update some of my stories. I decided that I was going to work on Four Leaf clover and a new story called The show Must Go On.

Around 10:00 I was done both of them and it was good timing too because Liam and Danielle had gotten up. They both entered the living room and saw me curled up in a little ball with my laptop. I'm pretty sure they were very confused.

"I couldn't sleep," i said wgile closing my laptop and setting it down. "Too many things on my mind."

Liam nodded and walked back to the kitchen after his stomach growled. Danielle sat down on the couch across from me, "are you alright?" She whispered.

I sighed and slowly shook my head. 

At that moment, the house phone started to ring, I looked at the caller ID and silently cursed to myself before answering it. "Hey coach."

"Nina! Have you been training!" I winced and his loud voice, "You know you have a meet coming up in two weeks and I will not have a lazy running just because school is out! Do you understand me!?"

"Yes," I said quietly, "I understand. I haven't been lazy this summer."

"Good!" He paused as if thinking of what to say, "you will be at the track in three days and ready to train with me for two hours. You're my star runner, don't let me down."

"I won't, I promise." I heard the line click showing that he had hung up.

Well damn.

This was not a good time to be thinking about the track meet.

Maybe it was...

Maybe I can get my mind off of all these shitty thoughts and feelings and maybe it will make me feel better. Maybe it came at the perfect time.

"What was that about?" Danielle asked. she snapped me out of my thinking concentration.

I smiled, "just a perfect distraction."

She gave me a sceptical look but didn't question anything as I left the room with my laptop and went back to my bedroom. I put on my dark purple shorts and a white tank top to go with it. I left my room in a little bit of a rush and rand into Pheobe in the hallway, "where are you going?"

I shrugged, "I have to train."

I didn't let her say anything else as I walked really fast to the front door and strapped on my runners and grabbed my iPod then left the house. The sun was beating down pretty hard, but it didn't bother me as I ran towards town.

**

When I got back everyone was no where to be seen. Weird...

I went abck to my room and had a nice shower. That run made me forget about all my stupid feelings and made me actually happier. It was weird how that worked. After my shower, I got dressed into a yellow tank top with a baggy black chiffon blouse and light blue jean shorts. I left my hair straight and put on a pair of black supras and some ran bans on my head. (To the side ->)

I felt satisfied with my look so i left my room and walked out to find everyone in the living room, they weren't there when I first got here...

"Where did you all go?" I asked and they all looked a bit startled to see me come from my room rather than the front door. Obviously they didn't know I was back from my run.

"When did you get back?" Pheobe asked after a few moments of silence.

I raised my eye brow at them. they were gultiy of something. I could see it in Niall's face. He was always horrible at keeping secrets. "Don't answer my question with another question."

No one moved until Liam took a step forward and cleared his throat, "everyone felt bad about what happened here yesterday with you, and Niall... and Harry..." He was speaking slowly as if to not upset any of us, "and you broke your phone in the process..."

"So... we all put our money together and got you a new one," Pheobe finished off with a giant smile on her face.

I was silent and trying to comprehend what they ahd said. Then it kind of hit me like a brick, they got me a new phone. "You guys got me a new phone?"

They all nodded and Niall walked over to me with a little box that was horribly wrapped in pink wrapping paper with little butterfly's all over it. He handed it to me then gave me a hug. sooner or later everyone was hugging me except Pheobe because she doesn't like hugs.

I didn't notice but I started to cry. Everything that I had been holding back since my little talk with Niall just came out and I started to sob onto Niall's shoulder. 

After a few moments and everyone was finsihed hugging me, well except for Niall, I tried to compose myself, "thank you guys. But you didn't have to."

"Why are you crying?" Eleanor asked with a slight smile on my face.

"I don't even freaking know," I let out one of those weird chuckle laugh things you get when you cry and whiped my face. Well there goes my make up I just put on, "feelings really suck and mine are all over the place right now."

Pheobe laughed, "that's an understatement."

I'm thinking of making Nina's stories she always talks about like Four Leaf Clover and The Show Must Go On, but I wouldn't put them on this Wattpad, I'd probably make a new account jsut to do that. Would you guys read them at all? Because I'm going to talk about them more as this story goes on.

Well anyways, tell me what you guys think :D Sorry for the wait by the way.

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