Your the only one I've ever loved

Chapter 14

I wake up excited for seeing Noah later. I hop out of bed and go downstairs. I am greeted by a very smiley Lottie as she has a mouth full of chocolate waffle. "Morning lots." I smile whilst getting some water from the fridge dispenser.

"Can I make you a waffle?" My mum puzzles. "No thank you." I smile. Just as I decline, my belly makes an earthquake of a sound. "You sure?" My mum frowns.

"One can't hurt." I say sitting down. "Two, three, four or five wouldn't hurt." My mum sends a concerned look my way. "I promise I'm fine." I try to convince her.

"You will speak to me right, if you ever want or need to?" She asks gently whilst loading the waffle maker with batter. "I will mum." I assure her.

To be completely honest, I've been feeling a little insecure recently. I seem to have been looking at myself in disgust. My little pouch around the bottom of my stomach is revolting me lately. Plus I feel like my thighs looks huge but in reality they haven't changed. But Noah makes me feel like the prettiest girl in the world. All my insecurities go away when I'm with him.

She hums with uncertainty. "That reminds me, I had a panic attack yesterday. All is fine, I promise. It was just a bad anxiety day but I pushed past it." I ramble. "As long as your fine. Please remember that I will always answer your calls, even if i'm at work hunny." She explains.

"I know. Noah was there to help me." I reassure her. "He's a sweetheart." She kisses my forehead before taking my waffle out of the machine.

She places it in front of me and it smells amazing. "I'm staying at Noah's tonight." I smile at her. "Oooooo, nice." She smiles back. "I'm excited." I hum.

"What have you got planned?" She asks obviously curious. "I'm not sure. I'll probably beg him to go to target with me and then we'll more than likely watch a movie." I smile.

"You two are so cute, I don't think I'll ever stop saying it." She beams with happiness.

I finish up with my waffle and put my plate and cutlery in the dishwasher.

I head upstairs back into my room. I search for a bag big enough to take all my things. I definitely overpack anytime I go anywhere. It's a problem.

I pack everything I can think of. I definitely don't need half of it, do I ever wear my slippers? No. Have I packed them? Yes.

I put on some black mom jeans with Noah's hoodie. It still smells like him. I pair it with some black and white Nike dunk lows. I look better then what I thought I would.

I leave my hair straight because I can't be bothered to do anything with it. I reach for my phone and ring Noah.

"Hello to the prettiest woman I know." He says softly through the phone. "Heyyy pretty boy." I reply whilst butterflies swamp my stomach as always. "You okay?" Noah puzzles.

"Everything is absolutely fine. Are you okay?" I respond. "Even better now you're speaking to me." He chuckles. I giggle back whilst blushing.

"What time do you want me to come round?" I ask him. "Whenever you're ready. I can come and pick you up if you don't want to drive." He explains.

"I don't mind driving to yours." I am stood smiling like a goon. "You can come whenever you would like." He states. I nod even though he can't see me.

"An hour maybe?" I puzzle through the phone. "Perfect sweetheart." He replies which makes me immediately melt.

"Sweetheart huh?" I grin through the phone. "Am I missing that cute pink tinge to your cheeks?" He groans. "Shut up." I tut as I now go red. He laughs through the phone.