BROKEN BUT HEALING

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He said back on his chair and came little closer. Holding my hands in his . Rubbing them softly creating a warm heat , it gave me chills when the air blow but his warmth made me feel good..

" I apologise... I sincerely apologise, Am sorry..... It's just I started building a relationship for the first time and  i to be honest .. i totally forgot about you and tried my best to show Angel how much I love her ... I was busy trying my best to make her feel that I want her in my life .. I'm sorry, i really am ... Am sorry I forgot about my precious kitten in the process of building something that won't be perfect until you are in it ... I want you in my life , but I want Angel too .... Trust me you both are more important to me than myself!!!.  Understood??.. Soo never ever feel like you're alone or lonely, you have your Lion here , and I have my kitten here by my side i am incomplete without my kitten, and I'm incomplete without my Angel.  You both make me One when you both are there together in my life .... so don't ever feel or leave me alone. And about your family matters??.. I'm in no position to say or make any decisions of your life . You have your own life but I just want to tell you that .

" Forget about them "

he said his eyes getting red and watered a little  , kneeling down in front of me , seeing him kneeled down I sat down too !!..

" Please, For me ?.. forget about them ... I cannot see you like this . I cannot see my kitten like this , you becoming vulnerable ,broken , and shattered '
i have already lost Him i don't want to lose you  .
I still get goosebumps when i think about that day , don't ever try to give up on your life like him .!! Alright?? No matter what , we can share whatever it is .. we can handle it right Ann ??.. "
he said crying a mess making me cry with him thinking about him  . I nodded to him .

" That's like my kitten, i want you to be As you are ..
' strong and i don't give a fuck ' Attitude??. I want you to be the same as you are .... It took us a long time for us to understand things and situations let's not start from the start, let's not give up on each other... "
I nodded again ,not being able to open my mouth due to crying.

" Your nose is running"
he said suddenly.... I left his hand and wiped my nose with the tissue he gave me some time ago . Thankfully my nose made us laugh a little and made the situation a little light too .

" Your nose is too "
he touched his nose but it wasn't running... He tried tickling me but I know his weakness too.
You won't believe he is sensitive to girls'nails, he is literally afraid of long nails...

" No !!. Don't, don't ever try "
he said and sat on the chair.

" Okay fine . I won't!! ,"

And I sat on a chair too feeling the cold breeze tingling on my face it felt good removing some of your pain or heaviness from your heart .  We were both  silent for a minute enjoying the comfortable silence between us when suddenly.

" Yaaaaaah.... idiot !!!  "
He shouted suddenly , making me jump in my place .

" My god !!.. my heart , jerk you would have given me a heart attack now " .

But rather than answering he was staring at me like a meme
#jung shook