BROKEN BUT HEALING

Betrayal

Kevin's pov

I wanted to talk to her but she was asleep, yeah I did avoid her today because of what happened last time . It reminded me whenever i looked at her , and the arousing harmons will arouse again but I calmed myself and went to meet her only to know she was angry, thankfully she isn't i guess hopefully. Why is she so tired ?? Of course college and work isn't easy to handle, what did she think when she joined the job !!! Couldn't she just complete her studies and get a job afterwards?. *Sigh* i was driving slowly because i didn't want her to go away from my sight. Holding her hand i rubbed it , interlocking it ..... I smiled feeling her cold hands engulfed in my big hand. She moaned feeling my warm hand and turning her head towards me .

"Don't do that love , you have no idea what effect you have on me "
i said, taking a glimpse of her.

Placing our interlocking hand on my thigh, i smiled having her  so close to me.

"My crush asked me out today"
she said , making me jerk pulling the break and stopping suddenly. Thankfully there wasn't any traffic but that didn't matter to me , i loosen the grip on our hand and looked at her shocked.

"What did you say ???... Repeat it again!!!!"
I asked her .

She suddenly opened her  shocked "what ??" She shouted, looking at me, she calmed down rubbing her eyes , she looked at her hand which was on my thigh feeling awkward and confused she detached her hand from mine .

"Why were you shouting?"
She asked .

" What did you just say ?"
I asked , rage inside feeling in me .... feeling like someone was going to snatch her away from me .

"..... Why were you shouting?"
She asked,  confused.

"Before that !!!"
I asked .

"Why are you furious suddenly?"
She asked .

"Doesn't matter..!! What did you say before , repeat it again !!!"
I said ordering.

" Kevin . Will you be straight?!!!, Stop beating around the brush "
she said raising her voice a little.

" You said ,your Crush asked you out today ?? Who is your crush? And why didn't you say me ? Before?"
I asked .

"What the hell ... Kevin !!! Why are you SHOUTING? , I don't remember saying something like that !!!"
She bashed confused.

" Just now in your sleep " .
I said , clarifying.

She stopped for a sec , thinking and then replied.

"So what ?.. why are you so furious about it ?, You can ask calmly too right ?"
I took a deep breath, closing my eyes and asked again .

" Who . Is. He ? "
Turning at the front she said .

"I don't want to say "
She said , stubbornly.

"And why is that so ?"
I asked , getting furious again .

"My wish "
she said shrugging.

" What ? Your wish? "
I asked , shocked by her answer .

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I was just looking at her . Waiting for the reply, but she wasn't ready to talk anything. Just looking in front with her hands folded. That triggered me , she was acting like she doesn't care if I'm here or not .

"Get out !!! "
I said , without looking at her .

" What!!  ?"
She asked , shocked turning towards me .... good now I'm visible.