BROKEN BUT HEALING

Sensation (18+)

                                           

           
Kevin pov :

After reaching home .... I was a little embarrassed thinking how I cried in front of a girl , I have always heard that ' men aren't supposed to cry ' no matter what or whoever is in front of you .... but after listening to what Ann said it really made me think about it , to think about it what does it make  people to assume that crying is a sign for showing weakness??? Didn't you all cry when you were little?? Though males always think that , men don't cry , or show any emotions whyyyyie why is that ?? Aren't we humans too ?? .. damn that old psychology saying , not only this but I have learnt a lot from her ..... Especially from today, I got to know her , and I'm grateful for that . I really hope we get a lot to meet each other like this .

As we went inside and through our dining  and to the kitchen, i removed my upper and turned on the AC to max heating temperature and turn to make our coffee... As I was waiting for the coffee to brew i heard her asking for help , so i turned....

"Can I help?"

She asked cutely bending her head to her right a little like a small kid I laughed a Little and shook my head denying it , i was looking at her when i realised she was checking me out from top to my chest , to my stomach .....a little down to my abdomen and......downnnn sooo down when i cough and turn back to look at my coffee sighing in relief... Thinking about her checking me out and looking down there made me imagine a lot of things with her kneeling down in front of me and -......wait !!! and we what ???  control yourself Kevin!!! What do you mean by 'And'???  Want to know anything more than that ? You want to go in front of her with an erection??. No way that's not possible, i have embarrassed myself enough today not anymore... Calm down clam your blood pleasure , i mean pressure!!... Think about ...... Ice cream??? Where did ice cream come from ?? , Look there is an Apple . think about it , think how did the Apple fall from a tree making a stupid law ???!! But Apples can indicate something else too , which are soft and squishy too what if - ... Shit !!! What the hell am I thinking!!!!. God !!! ,I better go from here ,

i pour our coffee in our mugs as soon as possible not thinking much ... Let's say not letting my mind think much and went to the girl who was waiting for me .i placed the coffee in front of her and sat next to her with my coffee as we started our coffee and I was about to take a sip , when suddenly she shuddered making me look at her concerned ..  keeping my mug down I asked her .

" You alright??.. are you cold ?? "

I asked thinking she might be cold , getting down from my stool and getting the controller from the cabinet and turning the AC to the max heat to make the room more warm .

" Aniyooooooooooooo, I'm alright it's just the warm mug that made me shudder a little .. am fine , you can normalise the temperature"
she said .

" You sure ?"

I asked to make sure she was alright, she nodded and I did what I was told to .  And came back sitting in my previous position .

As I was about to take a sip again a sudden moan was heard, making me stop my actions..

"Ah Hmm " ...

which made my eyes automatically wide without looking at her .... But when I looked at her , the look on her face made me gulp so hard I kept my mug down and turned fully in her direction looking at her ... where Her face showed soo much of satisfaction closing her eyes , head a little back and the next moment caught me a little off guard.  when she licked her lips so seductively , rolling her tongue on her lips from her corner to the other and went inside making me want to lick those lips instead of her and the last biting part was cracking up my whole body with an electric shock with heart beating so fast . Should I just pull her and lay her on this Iceland and bang my -...