BROKEN BUT HEALING

His Past

"i can be .... "

He said making my heart stop did he just say he's ready to be my boyfriend?? , Really??. How is that possible??. We just met two months ago ?. But why is my heart - ...

" I can be the one to take you to your dream country.... As your friend, can't i ?"
Friend??..

Shit !!!!

"Ahhh--... Yeahhh , yea friend but "
I said , somehow feeling disappointed??? But why ? ..i don't understand myself sometimes. " but, I want to go with my Mr . Right "
i said imagining my couple goals...

" Are you that desperate to get married???"
He said continuing eating .

"Yess , falling in love ... Having kids, having that only person who makes you feel like you're the only girl to him , making her feel beautiful in her ugly days, making her feel butterflies, making her days right on her bad days, loving her a lot, never getting bored of her .... Treating her like his baby , those cuddles, those hugs and love filled life ..... Though life isn't always good and beautiful but everyone needs a person to make their day better even if it's going worse "
i said smiling ear to ear fictionalizing my life as in a fictional novel?.. "But you know that all can happen only in books and fictional life . "
I said , having a sip of my drink .

" who said ?? ,...  It isn't possible?  if you choose the right person.... everything is possible. everything is in your hand ."

He said in a double meaning but i didn't understand at all what he meant by that . I just looked at him for a minute, i wanted to ask what he meant but he changed the topic.

" Let's order the dessert??"
He asked and i nodded...

After sometime our dessert arrived... mine was ice cream brownie and his was french Macrons  we continued to talk and enjoy our last meal of the day . 

As we finished eating we checked out and walked towards our car ..... when he was about to open the door.

" Hey , our night walk ??? "
I asked .

"Ahhh yeahhh.... let's proceed then ? "

he said and extended his hand for me to hold which i didn't accept it unfortunately and went forward to the pavements on my own . As I was walking smilingly hands at my back intertwined with each other he came giggling by my side.

we were walking in silent for at least 2 minutes now when he decided to break the silence.

"Aren't you feeling cold ??"
He asked looking at me.

" No ...... I like the cool and cold breeze touching my skin ."
I said. Feeling the wind blew .

He chuckled shaking his head and said .

"You might catch a cold "
he said.

"I don't care...."
I said looking at him bending my head to the right .

"But i care "

he said and was about to remove his upper to lend me when I held it back and made him wear back I could feel his gaze on me , before the tension started again I came back to my place not feeling awkward.

"Wear it ... You might catch a cold "
i said .

"You care ??"
He asked .

" Shouldn't I ?"
I asked, knitting my eyebrows.

He smiled and looked somewhere and we continued our walk .  As we continued walking there was a bench placed on the pavements I sat there and signalled him to take a seat to ....