BROKEN BUT HEALING

Silly Lover Boy

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Anne pov :

I'll die with Asthama... If I tried to get his attention from coughing.

silly Lover boy.

" Yeaaaahhhhhh.... Horse nose. Come out of your world. She's gone !!!!. Stop staring at the empty hallway. "
I said while pinching his arm.

" Ouchhhhhh.... the Hell ,.. it hurts idiot !!! "
He winced in pain .

"Oh.. you're out of your world now ??!!. "
I said blinking my eyes like a cindrella which I am not .

" What do u mean. !! "
He said shrugging.

" You donno ... Mr Wilder ?"
I asked resting my hands on my hips.

" .... !.... No !! .,"
He said Looking away.

" You don't know about your own love life ?"
I asked raising my one eye brow.

"Love life ?.. huhhh... ,Nobody is in love Ann let's go , we'll be late for the class " and he dragged me with him .

" By the way ,  do we have the same class?? " I asked doubtfully .

"Yes... It's Mr Anderson's class. " he said Looking at me .

" Shit ... We are late then , am damn sure he'll cut my internal Mark's " we ran along to the classroom.

As we were entering the class in a hurry... Mr. Anderson entered too. Thankfully we are at the correct time . Not late , not early.

"GOOD afternoon sir... " 
We both wished him , with a wide smile.

"Good Afternoon ,... Get in "
he permitted .

" Yes sir "
We said  in unison and got in ... Lucky us, we were on point today or else... nevermind I don't want to think about it. As we were going to the last bench .... Yea we are the back benchers.. As we were going to get our seats my eyes accidentally met His eyes...
' Ryan '

Never thought one day i would hate him seeing,hate making eye contact, hate for being in the same class , hate breathing the same air where he is . I have this bad habit whenever I'm angry or irritated, or disgusted ,  my emotions turn into tears.. i hate it , it makes me feel like how pathetic I'm... How weak I am.  No matter how many times I tried to control this never got into my control....like every time, it happened now too... I hate him so much now that  I feel like crying seeing him. I loved him so much. I cared for him so much. Every time he needed help in studies or notes I used to  help him . Every time he gets hurt while playing, the first person to get him a bandaid was me. Every afternoon the beverage he liked was on his table without any day left ... I did everything for him to know that I care about him a lot , i wanted him to notice me. I wanted him to talk to me. Just a lil hi was enough to make my day. But i didn't know I would hate him this much ... That whatever I did or helped him with , made me want to bury myself for showing such a pathetic self of mine. But you know what they say . Whatever happens , happens for a reason .. and I am glad i got to know this side of him ...

I didn't even know I was staring at him for so long with teary eyes , and he was also looking at me. Until the professor told me to take my seat and Len pulled me to sit beside him . And the class started.

" You alright ?"
He asked .

I just nodded for that... Wiping my face away, i again reminded myself that .

'  I need to focus on my studies and no distractions are needed or else the outcome won't be good . '

The class ended... Thankfully I was successful in not making my mind distracted by anything, I was just focused on my class. And for the first time. The lesson was indeed interesting and Mr Anderson did make some jokes  so that the students won't feel bored. I was now packing my bag when .

" Miss Blake !! In my chamber now "
Mr. Anderson said

Damn it what did I do now !!. Every time I think everything is going Great some or the other it's spoiled.

" Yes . Mr Anderson.... " I said to him . " Len do u have class now ? " I asked Len .

" Erm.. Noh !! Why ?." He asked , packing his things too .

" I have a philosophy class , i have to attend . Soooo you can wait for me in the parking lot ,.. or else-"

" Okeyyy no problem... I was planning to meet someone. You finish your class , we'll meet after one hour near your car " he said .

" Ahhh-- someone.... "
I giggled, knowing who that someone is .

" What !!., It's just a friend. " he said annoyed.

" I know , I know ... Just a friend "
i grinned.

" You look creepy... Get lost , I am going too "
with that he left to meet his FRIEND.

" Say my greetings to Your FRIEND"
.. i yelled !! smiling ear to ear knowing finally My horse nose got someone he liked. You know he's a very picky person in everything.

Wait Mr. Anderson shitttt .. !!!

*Knock  *Knock...

"Come in "
the voice said , and I got in ...as I was permitted too .

"Sir , you called meh ?"
I asked . Standing near his desk .

"Yes... I did, but you're 4 minutes late,"
Him and his punctuality.

" Ahh - , actually "
I tried giving excuses but was cut off -.

" Nvm, I'll let it slide this time.. because  of you paying attention in the class... I was really glad to see you reacting to the teachings. It's the first time you paid your focus to the class in the last two years.. i really really will appreciate it if you keep this behaviour till the end of your graduation. That's all you may go now ." 
And he ended , continuing his work .

" ........ "

But , I was blank , my mind was blank and the great Second Hitler in my list ... Just praised me for listening to his class... Like seriously.. Trust me I am on cloud 9 now , ahh shit am going to cry from this load of emotions.. ahhh my tears stop right there. I wiped my face from the back of my hand .

" Erm.. i-ill surely will keep my behaviour as it is Today.. , aww why am I crying"...
I mumbled the Last part to Myself.

" You no need to cry for that. Miss Blake. "
He said , looking at me .

" I know, But i don't know why I'm crying "
I said laughing embarrassed. " it's alright Yes , sure sir definitely..."
I said confidently.

" You may leave now "  he said and sigh ...

" Thank you sir ... "
I wiped my face and went out to my NXT class which is boring as hell ... But I'll try my best as Mr Anderson said. I should keep my image . It's time to show old Anne .

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I know it's a short part , but the next one will be convenient....