BROKEN BUT HEALING

Lindo

No , I'm dead ."
I said going back to sit inside my car and sit inside but before i start. he came inside.

" Get out !!" .
I said not looking at him .

" But ,- " .

" I said Get the hell out of My F*cking Car . "

I said furiously turning in his direction . He was lil startled because of me shouting suddenly and cursing. He stared at me for some seconds and WHATTTT,.. his eyes started watering???. What? is he a two year old baby ?? .I looked away not because I couldn't see someone crying, but because his face resembles so much like her . The moment I saw him made me so furious everything that happened that day came in front of me like it was happening again . His face wasn't putting any less fuel into my anger .

' calm down , Ann ' i said to myself .

" Get out "
i repeated again but calmly this time.

" Okey . I'll do that for now ... But here is my card if you like to talk to me ? You can call anytime.... After all I'm your lil brother, though it might be a step ( he said slowly to himself ). But there wasn't anything I could handle . For now Bye take care.and do call me "
he said and got out of the car , as soon as he closed the door i drove off.

After parking my car in the parking space. I entered the building and there was a receptionist so I went near her .

"Hey , excuse me May i know in which floor is the manager is ? "
I asked .

"May i know your name please? . Or do you have any appointments regarding the meeting?"
She asked smiling.

"No, it's my first day for the job ... My shift is from 5 but I was told to meet the manager to discuss my schedule" i said looking all serious.

"Your name mam ?" .
She asked ,

"..... Anne Blake "
i said after staring at her for a few seconds.

"4th floor , mam "
she said .

I walked away without saying a thank you.
Entering in the lift . I was again in my thoughts. Asking myself why I am in so much anger yet knowing the reason . But getting Annoyed by myself, for disrespecting other people.i shouldn't be acting like this in front of the manager.

* Ting.. and i reached the floor .

As I entered the department. Everyone was busy . Some were working on their screens, some were busy talking with their headset , or some people were chit chatting but some were packing their stuff too . Guess their shift is going to end and mine starts . After knocking the glass door , he signalled me to come in And I went inside.

" So , Miss Blake your on time today "
i just smiled.

" And here is your schedule... You have to work from evening 5 to 10 . 5 hours a day . And your wage will be transferred to your account every 20th of the month . And according to the part timer your salary will be $17.72 an hour . Come on I'll introduce you to everyone."
saying that we left his chamber .

" Everyone, listen up !!.. ... You guys have a new colleague . Introduce yourself , Miss Blake "
he said the last part to me.

" Hello Guys, Am Anne Blake. Hope we get along "
I said , trying not to sound rude .

" Okey ... You guys can continue your work. The people whose shifts are done can leave . Mr Kevin ?? I hope you heard me ?. No group discussion is allowed here !!! , please go back to your chamber "
He said to the group of boys who were busy laughing when the Manager was introducing me .