"The worst feeling is
Feeling unwanted by the
the person who you loved
the most"
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"I think that it is enough for one day, right?" William smirked, taking his fist to his chest and caressing the bruised knuckles. 10-year-old me didn't say anything as I tried to not scream in pain from all the beatings on my ribs, stomach, and face.
"Well, I think it is enough of punching," William corrected, smiling broadly, making me cower in fear. "I think it is time for some water huh?"
"Please, no," I pleaded but he just ignored me and continued to unchain my wrist and legs before dragging me to a big pot filled with ice-cold water. Without any warning, he roughly pushed my head into the water. Just as I was about to faint from drowning, he pulled me out just for me to get a second of fresh air before dunking me inside the water again.
He continued to this for what felt like 2 hours before roughly dragging me back and throwing me onto the floor making me hit my head against the wall. I groaned in pain as I felt blood dripping from my forehead. He, however, paid no mind to me as he continued clanking chains on me again.
He then roughly pulled my hair and spoke in my ears. "You know Ariana? You are nothing but weak and pathetic. You are so ugly. I fucking hate you. I wish you were not my daughter at all."
I just stared at the floor emotionlessly as I continued to listen to his insults, feeling nothing at all. I already knew all of this was true so why would I feel anything from hearing the truth?
"You are worthless, useless, a failure, a mistake. I want to fucking kill you, but you are lucky that someone is holding me back and paying me good money for it," William continued in my ear. A single tear fell down from my eye as I thought about all the good memories of him and me. He used to take me out for ice cream, twirl me around in the air, watch Disney princess movies with me, and way more.
Suddenly I fell through a hole and into an abyss before coming into another memory.
10-year-old me felt like crying when I felt his hands going through my waist and underneath my shirt. Just as he was about to touch my breasts, I screamed and kicked him with all my might onto his private part. He fell and groaned as I stared at him, scared for my life, trying to unchain the chains but to no avail.
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