"No Other Choice"
It was all in my mind
Unending doubts and negative thoughts
Never leaves me alone
Though I wanted not to overthink
But negativities are eating me
I knew I can do it
But sadly I just can't
Everything doesn't go my way
All the things pointed at the other way
But what can I do
I'm not stronger like you
I may look happy outside
But deep inside I'm not
I had so many internal conflicts
I shared it with others
But rather than solving it
Things get more complicated
I need to gave up something
So that I can gain validation
A validation that seems too forced
But what can I do
I already lose
Do I need to force myself?
Do I need to gave up my health?
I can't acquire freedom if I won't
But I feel guilty of doing something I don't find befits me too
I don't know what to do
But all I can do is to pray and ask for his grace
For he is the king of everything
The giver of life and wisdom to every living
The king who knows me the best
That one person who know my weaknesses
Guide me almighty
For you are my king, the only person I trust wholeheartedly
The only one who can help me
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PS. dedicated to that one friend who likes to overthink, cheer up girl, you're already doing great
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My Book of Poems
PoetrySometimes words doesn't need to be spoken nor to be expressed physically but can also be done through writing. A lot of person can be secretive, most of them are hideous and introverted. Language: Filipino/English
