We are going to my mother's house because I can't deal with Natalia right now, I both have to take care of her and have to show everyone that I don't care about her. So what I did back at the house was perfect to make the others believe I don't care about her anymore.
But the problem is that I think I actually hurt her, I didn't plan on hurting her only ignoring her.
But she kept getting on my fucking nerve and I was getting tired of her attitude.
I look at her seeing she's rubbing her wrist which is red because of how harsh I was with her before.
She didn't have any shoes on when I pulled her out of the house with me so I could see that she was freezing. I turn on the heat and after a while see that she's now comfortably sitting in the car.
I think back at what happened at the house and remember myself grabbing her and literally throwing her back onto the couch.
My jaw clenches and I clench my hands around the steering wheel.And the look she gave me when she sat in the car and I smashed the door in her face, I clench my jaw even harder and hit the steering wheel, making Natalia flinch.
"Stop clenching your jaw" she says with an attitude trying to make it sound like she doesn't care but does. She always tells me that if I keep clenching my jaw that my teeth will one day break.
"Stop talking" I say rolling my eyes and stop clenching my jaw.
"now that i actually think about it no I can't, and since you haven't talked to me for so long you shouldn't get annoyed over me talking so much" she says and my grip on the steering wheel is so tight that it might break in half soon.
I begin driving really fast thinking it might scare her and make her shut up but she just rolls her eyes at me looking out through the window again.
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We arrive at my mothers house and I get out the car closing it and walking over to Natalia's side about to open the door and get her out, but she opens the door before I'm on her side and gets out walking towards the house.
I close her door harshly and walk up to her, my mother opens the door and look at us with a smile on her face.
"Natalia" she says and Natalia gives her a big smile, my mother hugs her while looking at me.
"Alessandro what happened to your cheek" my mother lets go of Natalia examining my cheek, I look at Natalia and she looks at me with hurt eyes. I look back at my mother and kiss her forehead "I have to leave I will be back soon" I say about to walk back to my car but my mother grabs me and Natalia's wrist, I look back at them seeing Natalia trying to get out of mothers grip on her wrist.
"What's wrong with your wrist" my mother asks now examining her wrist seeing its a little but blue and purple.
"I fell and hurt my wrist it doesn't hurt anymore" she says smiling at her, but my mother just stares at me and Natalia and then nods her head no walking back inside the house "come in have you had breakfast"Natalia walks in and I walk behind her.
The way she looks at me with hurt eyes makes me want to kill everyone that has ever hurt her but the thing is that it is me that hurts her.
"I don't eat breakfast"Natalia says making my mother nod her head no again "you kids need to start eating more you never eat" she says pointing at us with her finger while finding something's in the cabinet.
"It's not healthy" she says after finding a the stuff she needs.
Natalia sighs turning around facing away from my mother and closes her eyes, I look at her beside me and see she holds around her wrist.
I stand in front of her and take her wrist into my hand making her flinch.
I try not to get mad at how she flinches at me since it makes sense, and hold her wrist up seeing it's not really bruised just a little blue.I take her hand in mine walking up the stairs in my mother's house "where are you guys going" she yells from the kitchen.
"Alessandro stop dragging me around like I'm some dog to you"she pulls her hand out of mine, I clench my jaw trying not to say anything to her which will hurt her.
"If you are tired of me send me back to my father I rather be killed than live everyday for the rest of my life like this" she says waiting for an answer which I don't give her and just grab her hand again taking her with me into a bedroom.
"Alessandro I serious send me back to my father" she pulls her hand out of mind this time yelling.
"Fuck your father, you will never see him again" I grab her by the neck and push her against the door.
I really try not to choke her right now but I fucking hate her father and would never send her back even if she shot me and tortured me.
Her father would take the first chance he had and kill her.____________________________________
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Alessandro Revello
Romance{Natalia Álvarez} 18 years old Daughter of an Italian mafia man. She lives in a house with her mafia father, her three older brothers and her mother or so she thought. Natalia has appendicitis which gives her many problems but that's the least of...