My mind was somewhere else when Zayn left. I blinked twice, remembering what just happened after Zayn and I had a conversation. I touched my face, feeling the heat on my face. I touched my chest, trying to slow my heart beat down as I know that my heart was pounding against my chest.
"Hey," A familiar voice said. I turned around and saw Jasmine on the glass door that separated the party and the balcony. Jasmine raised one of her eyebrows and looked at me with sudden concern. "Are you okay? You're face is turning red." She asked, tilting her head.
I smiled and nodded, not even knowing what's happening with me. "I'm okay." I respond. "Just a little flustered." Jasmine nodded and leaned next to me. I looked at her with interest, noticing that there was something missing.
"Where's Liam?" I inquired, confusion written all over my face.
"Talking to Zayn." She answered. I nod, looking at the view that was set in front of us. I haven't noticed it before, but you could see the moon shining brightly on the sky. Gazillion of stars occupied the night sky. There were some buildings lighted up as there were cars on the roadway. I leaned forward and rested my hand on my palm, still looking at the marvelous view.
"So, do you like him?" Jasmine asked, interrupting the silence between us. My head snapped towards her as my eyes went wide.
"What?" I said in a surprised voice. I looked at Jasmine with confusion, not believing what she just said. "I don't like him." I said, shaking my head.
Jasmine nodded slowly, but still not dropping the subject. "I think you like him." Jasmine said, looking back at the view. "Do you like him or not?" Jasmine asked, her head snapping towards me. I took a deep breath and looked at Jasmine.
"Not really." I said truthfully. "It's just that, about the whole Leo thing," I sighed. "I don't think I want to fall in love again. I have to start all over again."
I said, looking back at the starry night sky. "I just don't want to be hurt again. If I fall in love with someone, there is a possible chance that I'll get hurt again. I don't want that to happen."
"Zayn looks like a nice guy. He won't hurt you." Jasmine said, putting a hand on my shoulder.
"You know what happened to you, Jasmine." I said, looking back at her. "And also about Kaine I don't want that happening to me!" I suddenly regretted the words I just said. I covered my mouth as I saw Jasmine having guilt in her eyes. I knew I said too much. What happened to Jasmine was a very tragic experience. "I'm sorry if I reminded you what happened." I said, looking down with a guilty expression.
"Gwen, getting hurt is one of the consequences when you fall in love. I just learned that." Jasmine said, grasping my shoulders.
"But I want to love someone without getting hurt." I said, sighing. "I want someone who wouldn't hurt me like what Leo did. I want him to be with me no matter what happened. You already know how much it hurts." Hot tears streamed down my face.
Jasmine hugged me as I wrapped my arms around her. "Shh." Jasmine shushed me as if I was a little kid. She wiped away the tears on my cheeks.
"Why does love have to hurt?" I cried.
"It's impossible not to get hurt when you fall in love." Jasmine stated. "Look, you have a choice if you want to fall in love again. But remember, everybody needs love. And when you fall in love, your going to get hurt." Jasmine said. Jasmine faced me. "If you want to be loved by someone, you have a choice." She removed her arms and removed my tears.
"Don't forget," Jasmine added. "you were the one who taught me all of this. Now it's your turn to learn to love."
She gave me a small smile and walked away.
Everybody needs love. The words drowned me. Getting hurt is one of the consiquences when you fall in love. Is it true? You have a choice of falling in love again. I took a deep breath.
"You have a choice, Gwen." I said to myself. "It's eaither falling in love and get hurt again or be alone forever and not getting hurt." I sighed. "If that's the only possible way not to be alone." I said, leaning at the railway.
Lol, short chapter. Sorry about that. I'm not that a good writer. Don't worry, I'll try to make the other chapter longer. I finally found a picture that has a good look a like for Gwen!!! I don't know her name but as you can see, she looks like a tumblr girl.
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Fanfiction***SECOND BOOK OF ONE DIRECTION SERIES*** Gwen just broke up with her boyfriend Leo. She didn't know what to do with her life until she met Zayn and Harry. Gwen, Harry and Zayn instantly became friends when they met because of Jasmine. As Harry and...
