They Don't Know About Us

Chapter 23 Gwen /

I must have known what it felt like when I saw Zayn's expression when he saw me and Harry hugging a while ago. He must have been hurt from what he was seeing. I did have that experience before.

I was in second year of high school. I had a big crush on Dylan, the third cutest guy in school. There was this one time when he asked me out. We had a relationship and after a few months, we broke up. I really liked him but it looked like he didn't. I still had feelings for him no matter what. My heart got torned apart when I saw him with another girl.

That was when I learned how to be in a good relationship. I still get hurt, but I also learn. That's what break-ups are all about. You get to learn the good thing and the bad things in a relationship.

But I was still worried for Zayn. From his reaction, I knew he still likes me. That was the same reaction I had when I saw the girl with Dylan. I knew his feelings for me was strong. But that's life. You have to learn from it. You can't get everything you want in life. You have to earn it.

Until I heard the news.

"Zayn what?!" I said in shock when Harry told me the news. "Why would Zayn break up with Perrie?"

"I'm not sure. I've been asking the same question myself." Harry said.

I sighed heavily. "It's not about me is it?" I asked Harry with pleading eyes.

Harry wrapped his arms around me. "No, Gwen. It's not about you, okay? Why would you ever think that?" Harry said.

"I don't know Harry." I said honestly. "It just feels like that Zayn broke up with Perrie because of me."

"Don't think about that,Gwen." Harry said, kissing my temple. "Maybe they have a different reason why they broke up. Don't blame yourself, Gwen." Harry assured me. "Never think of that."

I sighed. "I hope so." I said hopefully.

But I still don't believe Harry. I really think that I was the reason why Zayn and Perrie broke up. I look at my twitter. People were talking about Zerrie's break up. Fans were really upset of the break up. People must really love Zerrie.

I felt guilty of what happened. It really does hurt the fans. I looked at Perrie's tweet.

"I know we broke up, and I understand it. I just hope you'll treat her right."

It felt like that the girl she was talking about was me. The other tweets were about the fans asking Perrie and Zayn who the girl was. It was driving me nuts.

When I came home, I turned on the television and turned to E! news. The interviewer was talking about Zerrie breaking up.

"Who is this mystery girl that Perrie is talking about?" The interviewer said. "So we asked Perrie what she is feeling right now about the break up."

A video of Perrie replaced the interviewer. "I'm actually pretty good. No hard feelings." She smiled.

"Then who's the girl you were talking about?" The interviewer said.

"Oh, please don't hate on her. She isn't the reason why we broke up. And, Zayn will explain who the girl is." Perrie smiled kindly. She looked at the screen as if she was looking directly at me. "To the mystery girl, Zayn will love you and he won't regret that." She said.

"Thank you, Perrie, for the interview and to the mystery girl, we are dying to meet you!" The interviewer said.

From what Perrie said, she really was talking about me. I really was the reason for the break up. Perrie was talking about me. I was really the reason of their break up.

I really hated myself. I was really guilty. Why the hell did Zayn break up with Perrie just for me? Why is it that I do everything wrong? Why?

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The picture on the side is Jasmine's character. I posted the picture of Gwen's character from the last chapter. Hope you guys like it!