They Don't Know About Us

Chapter 25 Zayn /

I hated seeing Gwen with Harry. I had to admit that. It had been the worst week of my life. Every time I see Harry and Gwen together, I could feel my own heart shattering into millions of pieces and it looks impossible to pick it all up again. I don't know but it was hard for me. I really struggled to fight all the jealousy inside of me. I don't want them to know that I'm breaking inside.

But it looks like I was showing it. Everytime the lads look at me, they give me a pity look. I didn't want them to feel pity on me so I gave them a small smile. They all know I love Gwen but it doesn't mean they have to give me a pity look. Jasmine was the hardest to read. It's so hard to know what Jasmine is thinking. She doesn't give me a pity look or anything. It looked like a kixture of sadness, sorriness, and something I don't really know about. And when Gwen gives me eye contact with her, she gives me a sorry face. I look away to stop the tears from falling. But it really hurts. It really does.

Since Harry and Gwen had a relationship, I tried to avoid to talk to Harry. Of course it's hard since he's my band mate. And because he's my best friend. I don't want him to notice what I'm going through right now. I always tried to avoid eye contact with him. I just wanted to be alone.

Every night, I'll stay up all night and think about Gwen. She's the only one I think about. There wasn't even the a time when I couldn't stop thinking about her. I get really distracted that I don't really pay attention at what Allan is saying.

But something oddly happened today. Harry wasn't here. He wasn't here with Gwen.Gwen looked so distracted. She was also so silent. When Jasmine tried to talk to her, she'll just keep silent and look at her phone. I don't know what's wrong. It's just been a week since their relationship started. I can't believe they already had a fight. It doesn't look like they had a problem or something. I still support them.

"Okay, seriously, tell me what's happening." I heard Jasmine demand Gwen. I just passed Jasmine's dressing room and I could hear their voices loud and clear. "You've been acting up since this morning. What happened." Jasmine continued.

"I don't want to talk about it okay?" Gwen answered her.

"Oh, we're going to talk about it." Jasmine said. "We're not leaving this room until you tell me what's happening." I heard the door lock. Jasmine was really serious. "Spill."

Gwen sighed and told everything to Jasmine. How Harry already knew that Gwen doesn't feel the same way with him. That she loves him only as a friend. She didn't want to hurt Harry's feelings so she said it to him before it gets worse.

"Why don't you love him?" Jasmine asked. "I mean he's so sweet and stuff."

"I'd be lying to myself if I continued with this relationship." Gwen answered her.

"Is that the only reason?" Jasmine asked again. "Or is there another reason?" I couldn't hear anything after. It was like she didn't want to answer Jasmine's question.

"I still love Zayn." Gwen spoke quietly. I was shocked at what Gwen said. She still loves me. Not Harry, me. I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding. I let out a small smile. I couln't believe she loved me all this time.

I left before they might find out that I was listening to their conversation. I kept on thinking about what Gwen said. She really did love me. I was so distracted, I didn't even noticed the lads come into the room.

"Looks like Zayn can't stop thinking about something." Liam said. "What's in your mind?"

"She loves me." I said. The lads looked at me confusingly. "Gwen loves me, not Harry." I said again. They all raised their eyebrows.

"How did you know?" Niall asked.

"I heard Gwen and Jasmine talking and she admitted that she loves me." I answered. Their voices started replaying in my head.

"How about Harry?" Louis asked.

"I heard Gwen say that she broke up with him because she'll be lying to herself if she continued with their relationship." I said. "I just don't know what Harry might be feeling right now." I frowned. "Maybe that's the reason why he didn't come."

"Well, what should we do?" Louis asked. "He must be devestated. He really did love Gwen. But then again, I did notice that Gwen wasn't as happy as Harry in their relationship."

"It was kind of noticable." Liam added. "He must be devestated."

"What do I do about Gwen?" I asked. "Should I tell her?"

"No." Louis answered. "Let her and Harry fix things first. You don't want Harry to be sad all the time right?" I know that Louis cares. I care about him too. I would be devestated too if I were in his position. And when your mate and your ex-girlfriend love each other would make things more complicated than things right now.

"You're right." I said. "It's just going to make things worse." I don't know what wil happen to Harry if he knows about it.

"Let's give him time to move on first." Liam said.

The elevator door opened and a Harry stood there. His green eyes looks so depressed. There were eye bags around his eyes. A frown replaced his smile that we usually see. You can never ignore him in a situation like this. It was like a puppy being abused.

"I'm sorry I didn't come earlier." Harry apologized. "Something came up." The lads and I nodded, understanding what he is going through. As Harry looked at me, I could see anger and hatred in his eyes. He was definitely mad at me.

"Hey guys, umm, so Allan-" Jasmine stopped when she saw Harry. Gwen was beside her, as shocked as Jasmine.

"Harry are you okay?" Jasmine asked. "You didn't have to come if you don't feel good." Jasmine said worriedly.

"I'm fine." Harry said. "I just have to talk to Gwen." Gwen looked at him with a surprised expression. She nodded nervously.

I have a bad feeling about this.

I'm so sorry for the late update! School is going tough this year and I probably won't have that much time to go on Wattpad as much as I used to be. BUT, I am going to finish this book before the semester ends so I won't have anything to worry about!

Can you believe it??? The book is about to finish!!! About five more chapters to go!!! As much as I love this book, I can't wait for the third book!!! I really hope you guys would enjoy the third book! The third book is going to be my favorite book from the series because I love it so much! Anyways, don't expect me to be as active as I am. Thanks guys! Comment Harry in the comments if you read this because he's so cute!