Chapter 19 Zayn /

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"Are you okay?" Gwen asked when she helped me go to my flat. "Do you still need help?"

"No, it's okay." I said. "I'm good."

"I'll just stay here, just incase you need something." Gwen said. "I'll make you some tea." Gwen walked to the kitchen and prepared for the tea. Meanwhile, I sat down on my couch. I touched the bruise that Harry gave me a while ago. The bruises on my cheek and lips could make the press ask what happened. I don't want to explain about our fight.

Jasmine was right. Harry and I are best mates. We shouldn't fight over this. We shouldn't fight over Gwen. I don't want to fight with him. We've been best friends for a long time and I don't want to end it by fighting over Gwen.

Gwen came back with earl grey tea. I took a sip and it helped me relax a bit. "Feeling better?" Gwen asked. I nodded slowly and set the tea aside the table.

"Look, I'm sorry, Gwen." I apologized. "I knew that Harry liked you and I couldn't stop myself. That kiss meant something for me." I paused and looked up, looking intently to Gwen's eyes. "You mean something to me."

Gwen looked at me for a second, her features softening. "You mean something to me too, Zayn." Gwen said.

"But you said-" Gwen cut me off with a kiss. That passionate kiss. Her soft lips slowly syncing with mine. My arms snaked around her hips as she placed her hands on my neck. Gwen started to play with my hair with my fingers as we kissed. I never let anyone touch my hair that much but I like how she does it. It felt so good when she does it.

I like how she kisses me with her soft lips. I also like how her body fits perfectly around my arms. Her warm body touching my chest. Her fingers playing with my hair. Not even Perrie could make me feel this way. Which was really wrong.

Our lips ripped apart and left us breathing heavily. Our foreheads were touching, and we are so close that our breaths are mixing. My hands didn't leave her hips and so is Gwen's. Her skin felt good on mine.

"I just had to kiss you one more time." Gwen said in between breaths. "But this is so wrong."

"Look, they won't know about us." I said. "We'll just keep it a secret."

"What if Perrie finds out." Gwen said. "I know how it hurts when someone cheats on you."

"No she won't find out." I said.

"Zayn, do me a favor." I nodded slowly. "I won't be with you until you break up with Perrie. I don't want to hurt Perrie's feelings." Gwen said.

"Promise me, Zayn. I don't want anything to hurt anyone's feelings. Okay? Promise me." Gwen pleaded.

"I promise." I said. Gwen sighed and looked down.

"I have to go." Gwen said. "I have to wake up early tomorrow. Goodnight." She walked out of the door in silence, leaving me. The kiss still lingers on my lips. Her presence left me, making me feel alone.

To be honest, I don't really know what to do. I don't know if I should break-up with Perrie or have a secret relationship with Gwen. But I know that Gwen is right. I have to break up with Perrie before anything goes wrong. I don't want things to get complicated. I don't want Perrie to get hurt.

I want to be with Gwen.

It's been a long time since I updated! Sorry guys! I was really packed this summer and I don't really have time to be on wattpad. I hope you guys like this chapter and I am so sorry for the delay!

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