CHAPTER 45♡

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Vihaan sat on the hill, his head against a stone, his eyes closed, and the warm sun rays falling on him. The atmosphere was hot, but it didn't affect him. His mind was preoccupied with Trisha's words, echoing in his mind like a mantra.

"I love you, Vihaan... You're really a gummy bear... You're an angry bull, donkey, stupid devil..." Her sweet smile was etched in his memory, and he could almost hear her laughter.

Unknowingly, tears rolled down his cheeks, accompanied by a chuckle that quickly turned into a sob. His body shook as he remembered the way Trisha used to tease him, the way she used to make him feel alive. He felt a pang in his heart, a mix of sadness and longing.

Suddenly, he heard Trisha's voice, her words piercing through his soul.

"Why you hate me, Vihaan?" He opened his eyes, and his gaze fell on her face, her eyes sparkling with tears.

"I didn't hate you, Trisha," he said, his voice cracking with emotion. "Why will I hate you?"

Trisha's voice trembled as she asked, "Then why can't you love me? Am I bad or do I have heart of Heer ?" Vihaan's heart sank, and he felt a lump form in his throat.

"It's not that, Trisha... This heart was once Heer's, but now it's yours..." He paused, his words trailing off.

Trisha's voice was laced with desperation. "Then why?" Vihaan's eyes closed, and he took a deep breath before speaking.

"I'm not good for you, Trisha. I'll hurt you like I hurt others. I'm a bad omen." His voice cracked, and he felt a stinging sensation in his eyes.

Trisha's response was immediate, her words filled with conviction. "No, Vihaan, you're an angel with pure heart ." Please stop blaming yourself for everything " Vihaan's heart swelled with emotion, and he felt a sense of longing.

"I'm sorry, na Trisha... I can't..."

Trisha's voice turned stern, her words sending a shiver down Vihaan's spine.

"Okay, then if you won't love me, I won't let anyone else love me." I don't want to live"Vihaan's eyes snapped open, and he saw Trisha disappearing into darkness.

"Trisha, where are you going? Trisha... don't do something stupid, Trisha... dammit, where are you?" He yelled, his voice echoing through the hills.

Vihaan's eyes scanned the horizon, his heart racing with fear. "Trisha... mm... sweetheart... Trisha... listen, where are you?" He pleaded, his voice cracking with desperation as he started searching her like a mac person

"DMMMIT, , .I LOVE YOU TRISHA What have you gone? Trisha, PLEASE come back!" Don't leave me like others did "He yelled, his voice hoarse from screaming.

As he opened his eyes, he realized it was just a dream. Nothing had happened to Trisha. She was probably fine at home. But his heart was still racing, his mind clouded with fear. He wiped his tears, his hand moving to his heart, which was beating so fast it felt like it would burst out of his chest.

"Trisha..." he whispered, his voice barely audible.

"I love her," Vihaan whispered, his voice barely audible as he realized what he had said earlier. His heart was at peace, but his mind was screaming in protest. "It's wrong, it's wrong, it's wrong," his thoughts echoed. He felt like he was betraying Heer's memory, like he was being disloyal to the love they shared.

But his heart refused to listen. It was as if it had a mind of its own, beating solely for Trisha. Vihaan's thoughts were a jumbled mess of emotions - guilt, shame, and longing. He couldn't shake off the feeling that he was doing something wrong, that he wasn't good enough for Trisha.

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