Stiffled Desires

Chapter 7

We were sitting in the room with Lera waiting for the last guest, the conversation somehow didn't go well, and soon my interlocutor just buried her face in the screen of her phone. As for me, I was trying to find a place for myself somehow. Being dressed in women's clothes I felt quite uneasy. I tried to sit in a pose that was more appropriate for a girl, but it didn't work out very convincingly, resisting the physiology and habits of my body turned out to be quite a difficult task.

The doorbell seemed to be a salvation, without really thinking about possible awkward situations, I went to meet the guest, only the guest was not Alex, but a young man in a yellow-green uniform of the delivery service. My soul sank into my toes from such a turn! I was already used that Lera saw me like this, and resigned myself that I would soon appear in front of my friend dressed as a girl, but to be seen by a complete stranger turned out to be too shocking for me! My first thought was to run away and ask Lera for help before the courier had time to examine me more closely.

- Is this apartment 147? – the guy asked in a cheerful voice, taking off his huge square backpack.

I opened my mouth to answer, but immediately stopped myself realizing that my voice would immediately give me away and only nodded affirmatively, blushing along the way.

- Great! Then this is your order! – Smiling, the young man handed me a couple of packages.

It was hard not to notice how the courier looked at me with interest. "Please just don't guess that I'm actually a guy!" - there was only this one thought in my head.

- Will you pay in cash or by card? – the guy interrupted my thoughts, still continuing to smile.

- With a card! – Lera's voice came from behind me, which I was madly happy to hear, as it saved me from such an awkward situation.

Listening to the elevator door close on the venue, I breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately heard laughter. Lera stood holding her stomach and laughing merrily.

- You should have seen yourself!

- Of course, it's funny to you, but what if he realized that I'm not a girl! I puffed out my cheeks in displeasure.

- And what would be so terrible would happen? Well, he would have thought that a pervert lives in this apartment, what difference does it make to you, you will most likely never see this person again in your life! – The girl took away a tear that had come out from laughter.

- Anyway, it's still too embarrassing!

- By the way, this gave me the idea that you should practice speaking in a female voice!

- What's that for?

- Well, first of all, it just seems unaesthetic when a girl's voice is even lower than a contralto! And secondly, even though it was supposed to be a surprise for you, but it's better for you to prepare for the fact that next week you and I will go to a beauty salon!

- You, are you out of your mind completely!!? Do you want me to go outside like this? I didn't sign up for this!!! – There was no limit to my indignation, but more than that, I was seized with fear that people would see me dressed as a girl!

- No matter how knowledgeable I am, I am not able to do everything by myself! Manicure and pedicure, ear piercing, hair extensions. And we also need to find right clothes for you!

- You with Alex said that you would do everything yourself! That I'll spend a month with Alex and I won't even have to go out of his apartment!

- I've changed my mind! It will be easier and more effective, besides, in a stressful situation you will adapt better!