Stiffled Desires

Chapter 14

I was lying in Alex's arms and we were both absolutely exhausted from the kissing session! Slowly, but inevitably, the realization of what had happened was forming in my mind. My initial plan was to let myself be kissed and then say that I didn't like it, but everything turned out so differently! I've done this before, but with women, and it was just foreplay to set up her before the main action, and even so, this never lasted longer than fifteen minutes, because this way there was a chance to get overexcited and cum after a minute or two without giving pleasure to my partner. But kissing and caresses was the main action with Alex, and this lasted about an hour! I had no idea that you could get such pleasure from something like this, especially considering that I was completely given over to the power of a man who seemed to adore my body as if I were a woman! I was amazed at how Alex was able to resist and not cross the line, if I were in his place, I would definitely pull off my partner's panties and fuck her! But the most frightening thing was that if something like this had happened, I would hardly have resisted, because I was completely consumed by lust at that moment!

- Vicky, you're not sleeping? - Alex asked, rising slightly from the pillow.

- No. - I replied, turning over to face him.

- Will you satisfy my curiosity with your impressions? - He had a warm smile on his face.

- Don't make me say it, you can already tell by my actions! – I blushed again remembering the details of what happened!

- I think that a couple of hickeys on my neck tomorrow will be a clear indication of how much you liked it, but I would still really prefer you to voice it!

- You will not get the pleasure! - I muttered awkwardly and Alex laughed. – I'm ashamed to ask this, but how could you resist going no further?

- Would you like me to?

- No! - I answered surely, but then, with some doubt, added, - not yet...

- Yet!? - The man grunted with satisfaction. – I won't hide that I really wanted to, but do you remember at the very beginning I promised that everything would be done only by your consent? I am ready to make love with you even now, but I will patiently wait for you to wish it yourself!

- This is all absolutely wrong! We're both men, we shouldn't get pleasure from this! - I lowered to press my forehead against the man's chest.

- And yet you enjoyed the way I caressed your body as if you were a woman and I promise that you will continue to enjoy every moment in this role!

I didn't know what to say to that, and I exhausted my energy on such conversations, and therefore, clinging a little more tightly to the man, I tried to fall asleep weary with body and soul!

When I woke up a couple of hours later, I didn't find Alex anywhere and only a lonely message on my phone revealed that he had gone to the gym! Heavy physical activity has always been a good way to remove superfluous thoughts from your head when the moment of intense sexual arousal was approaching, if there was no way to make it in the right way! Yes, perhaps banal self-satisfaction might ease the acute symptoms, but only sex could really relieve tension, and I can't give that to Alex yet! My thoughts clung to this "yet", what happened today seemed to open one of the locks of those chains holding something inside me! And that something was Victoria, and every day I turned into her more and more, pushing Victor into the second plan. "You talk like it's something bad, she's quite a lovely girl!" - I was speaking to myself again! In fact, I couldn't even deny that I really thought so, but I wasn't going to give her the reins of power completely! Although at this rate, with Alex's backing, she will not ask for my opinion, as she did not do when she enjoyed giving herself into the power of a man!