Stiffled Desires

Chapter 9

Another day of my crazy life has come. I started it with the usual exercises, and I have to admit that there is minor, but changes in the flexibility of my body, although sitting down on the splits or reaching for my toes while sitting is still something out of fantasies. Next came skin care procedures, previously it was enough just to go into the shower for ten minutes and rub myself with a washcloth. Now I have to use masks, tonics, scrubs, oils, and other means that will terrify any man, and it take a good hour to use them at times! In first days, such a waste of time irritated me, but now I had to admit that all this was beginning to bring results. By the way, breakfast has also changed, at Lera's insistence, now I'm trying to eat more healthily, now I'm eating a light porridge with a vegetable or fruit juice instead of sandwiches with coffee!

My condition after the morning procedures was strange, physically I felt vigorous, but my brain was pretty exhausted, because any activity related to my feminization required increased concentration from me.

After completing my routine, I fooled around a bit, but soon I got bored and decided to delve into the study of cosmetics, which had been lying on the table since yesterday. Thanks to the Internet and Lera's lectures, I more or less figured out what these tools are for and in what order they should be used. But as soon as I started experimenting, a slightly strange problem appeared looking at my reflection in the mirror, my hand with a brush refused to move the way I wanted, constantly slipping away in the opposite direction. After an hour of futile attempts, I somehow managed to draw my eyes and apply lipstick so that it did not look like a clown's face, although instead of masking, I only emphasized the masculine outlines of my face. I was once again about to take off what was even insulting to call makeup, but the doorbell rang. Surprised by how time flew, I went to meet Lera.

- Well, what a beauty you are! – The guest sarcastically noted my appearance.

- You just didn't see how my first attempts turned out! - I shrugged my shoulders.

- To be honest, I didn't expect much success from you, but in a month, you will probably bring makeup to the level to at least focus on the virtues of your face! – Lera did not come empty-handed again, which began to worry me a little, not even because it was something from women's things again, but because the free space in my one-room apartment was sharply decreasing.

- Do I have any, "Virtues"? To me, my face does not stand out in any way either for a man, or even more so for a woman! – I've always had a pretty low opinion of myself. Of course, one could say that I'm just insecure, but the truth is that I just had a plain appearance.

- You have pretty big eyes and long eyelashes, as well as thick eyebrows that can be plucked and made visually a little higher, so you will look a little more feminine!

- And with the right hairstyle, you can slightly disguise my square face. – Without much emotion, I supplemented Lera.

- Wow, I see you spent time watching the videos I recommended! - The girl patted me lightly on the back as a sign of praise. – By the way, do you have a set of spare keys?

- There should be. – I answered without really thinking.

- Then give them to me, because somehow, I'm tired of standing at the door every time!

— It's kind of... - the right word didn't come to mind, but I didn't really like this situation.

- Don't worry, I'm not going to show up to you without an invitation! – Her intonation was insincere, although I knew that she would not come to my house simply as that. – Probably already getting used to the fact that it's useless to argue with Lera, I brought her a set of keys.

- Somehow you didn't even really resist this idea! – The girl reacted a little surprised.

- Is there any point in that? – I didn't expect an answer, so I immediately asked the following question. – What are we plan on doing today?