Stiffled Desires

Chapter 13

Saturday morning woke me up with rain drumming at the window. There was not even the slightest desire to get out from under the blanket, as it was quite chill in the room. I lay for a while flipping through the news feed on my phone, thankfully I could afford it, knowing Alex wouldn't wake up early on the weekend. After a while, I still forced myself to get up and began with morning exercises, hoping this would help me warm up a little, alas, the effect was short-lived. I wanted to put on something warmer, but for that I would have to get into Alex's room and then I would probably wake him up. As another option, there was a shower, and it took me great pleasure to warm my bones under the pressure of hot water! But all good things come to an end sooner or later, and shortly I returned to the harsh cold reality. There left only hot coffee as my last hope, and, to my joy, my yawning hubby came out to this scent!

"Good morning, dear!" – I heard his greeting again, which I probably will have to get used to! Still yawning, Alex settled down at the table, waiting for me to serve him coffee and hot toast with cheese. A minute later, I noticed how my hubby shuddered at last, caught by the chill that reigned in the apartment.

- It's kind of cold! - Alex wandered towards the window, watching that the rain was pouring down and the yellow leaves that were being torn from the trees and carried away into farness. – It looks like my plan to take you out for a walk is not going to come true today. - the man walked away from the window, rubbing his shoulders. – I think I'll go put on something warmer!

I watched Alex walk off towards his room with a little envy and struggled with the desire to join him, but decided to be patient a little!

After finishing breakfast, I quickly sneaked into the bedroom, because I wanted to have time to change while Alex was still sitting in the kitchen! When I entered, I felt warm! Unlike the rest of the rooms, an air conditioner with a heating system was installed here, which made me a little jealous and even thought for a moment about spending the night here, although I quickly put the idea out of my head. I've opened the wardrobe and found black fleece-lined tights and a pink sweatshirt dress that Lera so thoughtfully made me buy. When I started to pull on my tights, Alex came into the room and leaned against the wall, crossed his arms over his chest, watching me.

- Don't you got anything else to do? - I asked him, without distracting myself from the process.

- I have, but such a sight is worth contemplating!

- You know, regardless of whether you perceive me as a woman or continue to think of me as a man, but it makes me feel awkward to change clothes when you look at me like that!

- So, you turn out to be a shy?

- You speak as if it gives you a special pleasure! – After changing my clothes completely, I enjoyed how the tights fit and warmed my legs pleasantly!

- Will not deny that it is exactly so! - Alex laughed nonchalantly. – You know, I've decided! I'm going to seduce you!

- So, you're are gay? – I came close to him and looked into his eyes. Once again, I felt uneasy realizing how small I was next to him, but trying not to give away my feelings in any way.

- Me, no! But I'll probably make one out of you to achieve my selfish goals! - He pulled away from the wall and suddenly grabbed my ass, pressing me to him.

- Asshole! - Embarrassed, I broke away from his arms and almost ran out of the room, feeling my heart pounding wildly.

I sat down on the couch in the living room, angry at myself for not being able to contain my emotions again, knowing full well that Alex would continue to tease me further! I needed to take the initiative somehow, I could have tried to start acting like a guy, but to be honest, I didn't want it myself, I didn't go through all this transformation for that! Or maybe start acting cockier and flirting with him in return? It wasn't the best alternative either, not only because I probably wouldn't have been able to do it because I got embarrassed pretty quickly, but also because he might like it! This way it won't be long before I will turn out to be not just a fake wife, but his woman! "It wouldn't be so bad!" - The voice in my head came back. Lately, this has started to happen much more often and it worried me, because I realized that these were my own thoughts, which took a strange form. In fact, if I were a real woman, maybe becoming his wife wouldn't be that bad. Handsome, wealthy and charming man who can easily turn the head of an inattentive girl, although another Alex was hiding behind this facade! A lazy guy who sometimes resembled a teenager in his behavior, and his frivolity and impulsiveness sometimes baffled me. His two personalities were as different as I am as Victoria compared to Victor!