Stiffled Desires

Chapter 19

The last week flew by like a blink, despite the weight on my heart, I enjoyed every moment spent with Alex! Our days were filled with tenderness and caresses, and the nights with passion and lust, we took everything from the last days spent together. After seeing my husband off to work for the last time, I looked sadly at the calendar, October thirtieth, today will be our last night together, and tomorrow I will have to return to my cold and lonely apartment. I may have decided that I no longer want my old life as a man, but I still have to put on a Victor mask for a while to solve the problems that have accumulated over the past couple of months. I felt tears running down my cheeks, the realization that my fairy tale was coming to an end saddened me to the depths of my soul, but I will not let it overshadow my last evening with my beloved! Today I was planning a grand festive dinner and an equally grand night with love! Maybe today will be my last sex with a man! Damn it, I wish I'd never known how marvelous it is feels! No matter how funny it sounds, but I tried to watch gay porn and found that men, as before, do not attracted me at all and I do not feel aroused at all! And that made it even funnier how enticed Alex's body was to me, maybe it was just that I was in love with him? Having banished all negative thoughts, I began to prepare for the evening.

During the lunch break, Alex asked Lera to come into his office.

- Did you want to talk to me about something? - The girl asked, walking inside and settling into a chair opposite the table, after which she noticed a troubled or, rather, worried look on her boss's face. - Is it because of our little project called "Victoria"?

- Despite that everything is great between us; we have become closer than ever, we have fun spending time together, and I'm not even talking about sex, which is probably the best in my life! - The man leaned his elbows on the table, holding his head down with his palms.

- Is it even better than it was with me? - Lera asked playfully, crossing her legs.

- But in the last couple of days, I began to notice that she began to cry in her sleep... - Alex ignored the girl's words. – But she doesn't tell me what the problem is, as if she's pulling on a happy mask!

- You know Alex, to be honest, I didn't want to interfere in your relationship, it's enough that I've already done to the poor guy's brain. - The girl leaned back in her chair with her arms crossed and stared at the white ceiling.

- The guy? Do you still see in her at least a small echo of his former self? – The man looked at Lera with a heavy look for the first time.

- Do you think that by putting him in a dress and fucking him thoroughly you could turn him completely into a woman? - The girl looked viciously into the eyes of her boss. – Even though he was originally quite effeminate, but his nature is not so easy to get rid of!

- What are you getting at?

- The fact that both of you, being smart men, remain complete idiots when it comes to feelings! What do you think is going on in that boy's head right now? - Lera continued to stare at Alex, who was sitting a little taken aback. When there was no response, she continued. – I hasten to remind you that today will be your last day spent as a married couple! And I'm sure that Victor is now in a panic thinking about what to do next!

- But...

- But what? Do you know that we broke him and now he doesn't understand what he is? Do you realize that his whole old life has collapsed and he won't be able to go to work on Monday and be your friend again?

- But he doesn't need to do that, I'm ready....

- Have you ever told him about it? Or did you just enthusiastically fuck him, believing that once you have sex, everything is fine? – Lera's rage bubbled up as if she herself had been offended!