Stiffled Desires

Chapter 17

It's been a few days since I lost my virginity, and Victor has completely vanished in my mind, as if avoiding any contact with me. I knew I had crossed a certain line that was unacceptable to my male self, but I didn't feel guilty about it! My relationship with Alex also underwent some changes we became closer and no longer felt the embarrassment for interacting with each other! I was still trying to process what we had done, and therefore nothing more happened between us that could be considered as sex. And I also caught myself thinking that I started to see Alex differently, if I'm being honest with myself to the end, then I actually fell in love with him and there was nothing so surprising or weird about it! Of course, there was still the question of what feelings he had for me, but I just couldn't ask or even confess my feelings, no matter how much I changed, but I'm still a man...

On Tuesday, Alex unexpectedly delayed a little after work without notice, to my surprise, I realized that this was causing me anxiety. No, of course I didn't feel jealous or anything like that, I just felt uncomfortable that my husband was late! When I heard the sound of the key in the door, I went out into the hallway with my arms crossed over my chest and looked at Alex with displeasure, who was smiling cheerfully.

- You know, you could have warned me that you were going to be late today! - I began to chastise my husband.

- I'm sorry! I'm simply not used to having someone waiting for me at home! – He came up towards me to hug and kiss me so habitually, but I didn't let him do it, turning away!

- You and I have been living together for almost three weeks now! - I answered him feigning resentment.

- It won't happen again! – Nevertheless, he hugged me from behind and, melting from such tenderness, I allowed him to kiss me.

- And what's your mistress's name? - Ironically teasing, I pulled away from the embrace.

- Why do I need someone when such a beautiful woman is waiting for me at home! - Alex took a red box out of his pocket.

- What is this? – My heart skipped a beat for a moment, but it was clear from the oblong shape that there could not be a ring inside.

- I noticed that you didn't change the earrings unlike the rest of the jewelry, so I decided to surprise you! – In this behavior, pride was literally read for the attention shown to my appearance.

- I just recently pierced my ears and therefore I can't take off the ones I'm wearing at least for another week or so. – Opening the box, I found gold chain earrings with three red stones. Smiling, I looked at Alex and the expressions on his face changed literally before my eyes. – But maybe I can break the recommendations a little bit!

Yes, I wanted to please my man, but even more I wanted to try them on myself, I won't even hide that I'm hooked on women's clothes and jewelry. Since this was the first time I put on earrings, the process took a long time while I was trying to get into a small hole, but nevertheless I managed. Tucking a curl behind my ear, I looked curiously at my reflection.

- They are beautiful! - I turned to Alex and hugged him. – Thank you darling!

- I'm glad I could please you! - Satisfaction returned to his face.

- So! What is the reason for such a surprise? Or is it just a bribe and you want something from me? - I ran my finger playfully over his chest.

- This is my gratitude for everything you did! But I won't deny that I would like something from you! - As he spoke, he gently pushed my buttocks apart.

- So, it's a bribe, and you want sex! – Giggling sweetly, I began to tease my man.

- Last time I didn't take into account your physiology and your needs, and this time I want to ameliorate! I want us both to enjoy the intimacy! - He continued to squeeze my body.