Lera insisted on driving her car, and actually I didn't really resist, even a theoretical possibility that the police could stop us was enough to discourage me from any desire to sit behind the wheel.
- You're kind of too quiet. – Lera broke the silence. – Are you really so disgusted by the idea of showing up in public looking like this?
- It's not even that! I'm just scared of being found out! – I looked dejectedly at my own reflection in the side view mirror.
- I don't think that the probability of this is that high, I believe I did a good job on your appearance! - There was anxiety in her voice, too, and she also needed a little encouragement.
- I won't even argue with that! You know, I've been looking at my reflection for a while now and I can't find a flaw that would betray a man in me! – Although I thought to myself that I would really like to find this flaw, because I was beginning to doubt who I am!
- By the way, you even began to sound a little more feminine! Perhaps seeing yourself like this, you were able to get into the role a little better?
- I doubt it! No matter how attractive I might look, but I just can't feel myself as a woman inwardly! – I touched the amber pendant hanging on my chest just to keep my hands busy.
- Well, you'll probably feel like a woman only with the help of Alex! And In meantime, I suggest you try to just pretend to be a girl!
- Are you hinting at sex again? – I looked at Lera a little reproachfully, and she smiled faintly, noticing this. – Does everything really come down to sex in your vision? Do you feel like a woman only in these moments?
- Rather, in these moments I feel like a lustful bitch! – My interlocutor laughed playfully. – And I don't see anything wrong with that! Almost any woman on the level of instincts wants to be fucked!
- Somehow, it's too animal-like. – I felt the blood rushing to my cheeks. People say that only virgins react this way, but for me this is complete nonsense, I am still confused by such conversations.
- Well, people are definitely not chaste creatures who don't care about anything mundane! You know, I just think that sex will be very important for your transition!
- It will just make me a faggot, not a woman! – Somehow, I can't believe that something so obscene can change me that much.
- We'll see. – With these words, she turned into the courtyard, where, apparently is located a beauty salon. – By the way, Vicky, I want to warn you, but don't freak out!
- Somehow such words trigger the opposite reaction! – My gut felt that not everything was going to be smooth!
- The master who will make your nails is my acquaintance, and in order not to cause unnecessary questions, I told him that you are a trans woman who has only recently started her transition! So don't worry, he won't bother you with questions!
- Oh, just wonderful! He is a man and probably gay! - I replied irritably.
- In your opinion, only a gay can work in such place? No, he's a straight man who do what he likes, besides, he often fucks his clients!
- Why was it needed to create such a story to begin with? You said yourself that I look quite feminine! – I got out of the car dissatisfied and slightly slammed door!
- Do you think a person who sees dozens of hands and feet every day will not notice the difference? Or won't your silence attract attention?
- It's not about that! It just annoys me that you put me in front of the facts, when nothing can be changed! – It's probably quite logical on her part, because I'm quite capricious, although in the end I still do everything as Lera says.
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Stiffled Desires
Lãng mạn"You know, sometimes I look at girls with envy, I wish I could be as they are," - Said a tipsy Victor to his friend. The story about a young man who accidentally let slip about his stupid and seemingly unrealizable secret desires. But the curiosity...
