Maybe it should have been you (kt ff)

15. I Think My Emotions Exploded

Y/n's P.O.V.:

I lay awake in my bed as I replay the vivid nightmare that had startled me awake. As I look around in the darkness of my room I start to feel paranoid, the silence only making things worse. For some reason, I was having a hard time falling asleep tonight after a few hours only to be rudely interrupted by a nightmare.

After looking at the ceiling for about 20 minutes I realize that I won't be getting any sleep in here any time soon. So I silently, slip out of my bed and quietly tiptoe across the hall. Standing in front of the door, he's probably asleep by now, right? I question to myself wondering whether or not I should bother him. Knowing that he probably wouldn't mind I softly knock on his door. "Tae," I whisper. "Are you asleep?" 

After a moment of silence, I hear some quiet shuffling on the other side of the door in response to my call. The door creaks open, revealing a sleepy and disheveled Taehyung. "Y/n? Is that you?" he mumbles running his fingers through his tousled hair. "Yeah, sorry for waking you up," I whisper, fiddling with my fingers. "Is there something wrong? You don't usually wake me up this late," he says concern etched in his features. "I know, and I'm sorry. I just had a nightmare and couldn't sleep so I... well I was wondering if I could sleep in here tonight?" I utter, voice barely above a whisper.

He gives me a soft smile and gently grabs my hand "Come on," he says guiding me into his room and quietly closing the door behind us. Leading me over to his bed he lays down getting into the blankets, and opens his arms inviting me to join him. "Come here," he softly beckons. 

Snuggling into the warmth of his embrace, I wrap my arms around him. "Are you comfortable?" he asks, and I nod, whispering, "Yeah." "Good, now good night, Y/n," he whispers, kissing my forehead. "Good night, Tae," I reply, a smile finding its way to my lips. In the safety of Taehyung's presence, a calm settled over me, and soon enough, sleep overtook my restless mind.

I let out a yawn as I open my eyes smiling when I turn my head and see Taehyung who is peacefully sleeping beside me. His arms are tightly wrapped around my waist, his soft snores the only sound in the quiet room. I gently run my fingers through his hair enjoying the tranquility of the moment.

After a while, Taehyung's eyes flutter open and he looks over at me "Good morning Y/n," he says sitting up. "Morning Tae," I say. "So how did you sleep?" he inquires. "I slept great! Maybe I should have sleepovers in your room more often," I tease, earning a smile from him. "I think I would like that," Taehyung replies, giving me a peck on the cheek. As I am about to say something else I hear my phone ring on Taehyung's night stand so I quickly grab it.

"Hello?" I say into the phone not bothering to check the caller ID. "Y/n," I hear an all too familiar voice say through the phone. I feel myself frozen, unsure of what to say, feeling the calm and happy emotions I had vanishing. "Jimin?" I say my voice a whisper. Taehyung's eyes widen and he sits up beside me. "Yeah, it's me," Jimin says his voice hesitant and strained. "I know it's early, but I need to talk to you. Can you come over?" 

Caught off guard, I hesitate "Jimin I, I... well, I just..." His desperation cuts through the line, "Please, Y/n. I know you have no reason to come after everything, but please, I need to talk to you!"  I hesitate for a moment looking over at Taehyung who is looking at me worriedly. After a moment of silence, I let out a sigh "Okay, Jimin. I'll be there soon." A sigh of relief echos through the phone, "Thank you, I'll see you soon," he says hanging up the phone. 

"You'll be where soon? Don't tell me you're actually going to see him?!" Taehyung's voice is filled with concern as he grabs my shoulders, turning me to face him. Looking down shyly, I nod. "Why would you go and see him?! He's just going to give you a bunch of excuses and try to get you to come back! He doesn't deserve you! He's only trying to be better now because you left him!" Taehyung's frustration resonating in his words. "I know, Tae," I say, interrupting his rant.